A total waste of tyme...

OK woke up at ard 7am.. alarm went off..
apparently my phone made sounds as and when it wants..
ok after the 7am ring, i re-sleep as i was lethargic..
spent the nite watchin Cruel Intentions 2: Manchester ???(forgot)..
it's a very mean show, playing and making fool of others..
bende2 yg berdosa la.. hmm apparently i love shows like tt..

eg: Cruel Intentions Series.. the ferst was my ultimate fav.. Mean Girls.. shows where 'Bitchy' is the fuel of the show..

---side track a while-----
OMG.. i was pretty bored ytd..
ate a lot..
damned.. im gettin fatter.. at this rate of me eating, i can produce enough mayonaise for the entire of Singapore, if i gt a lipo.
haha
nvr will do tt.. dosa u..
tk bersyukur to namer nye..
my biggest role model would be the fictional character Ana from the hit series Hikmah..
her patience is so strong tt she makes me wanna strangle her because she nvr take up tindakan to attack her enemies..
hidop yg penoh pancaroba and yet she lives it and accepts it arms wide open..

*an inspiration here.. one day insyallah, i wanna be as patience as her and as pious as her.*
----back to today------

Ok the dae was hot!
damn it weather's a killer..
but whole dae ive been craving for teh..
teh gajah ke teh halia ke.. teh..
but keadaan tk mengizin kan so i just walked it off la..

Hmm woke up at 830am! class was at 9am..
damn it.. im late.. again.. im starting to be angry at myself as my discipline level went down!
i mean.. im on diet. But ate a lot.
i wanted to lose weight. but nvr went excercise..
test cmg n going. i hardly study.
class attendance.. from an earli bird to the latest one around..
my clothes are torn here and there and cash wasnt enough to accomodate me buying new ones..
kinda pissing my off tt cash is nowadays, short!
hmm trying top get a job. Mcdonald's is not an option la.. i give up on the Golden Arches..
im filled up soooo many applications yet to no avail.

hmm im still waiting..
hmm Tuhan sedang memberi me a dugaan.. i'll take it in..
im short-cashed. practically in a broken family.
almost finished nursing my broken hart from the death.
so what's more to lose?
im alry at the losing end and god wants to see how far i can go.
hmm.. ok la.. dugaan pe.. take it in ajer la..
im just human after all mistakes is part of a human's life..

---side track----again-----
the phrase "Syaitan itulah dgn nyatanya MUSUH manusia"
agreed.
wout their evilish persuasians, ( sorri bis n homos )
ppl wont act on senget sexuality preferences, ppl wont have premarital sex,
adults wont have affairs, families wouldnt break up, suicides wont happen..
kenapa syaitan nk buat nie smuer pat manusia biler manusia tk pernah buat apa-apa pt drg?
kalau la kamu btol2 pikir yg kamu diperbuat dari api, and u guys are the 'higher' divine being, kenapa prangai mcam sundal? Bodoh pe? Humans nvr asked to be bowed to, it was GOD's command. korang angry pt dier beh inflict on us.. belo pe?
i cant believe syaitans are so stupid.. pas tu claim yg drg dibuat dari api, api better than tanah.. puhleese la.. korang pnyer kebodohan ibarat taik anjing yg kering atas rumput repot la.. haha.. bodoh..

hmm anger should be inflicted on them..
the are afterall the source of anger..
they menghasut ape..
BODOH!
haha..
----end of side track-------

hmm class was cancelled..
gr8..
teacher's were at CT..
damn them..
hmm.. ok we all chilled at gym la..
buat hal sendiri.. no teachers no other class..
so we were alone.. CGC ruled..
while chatting, skali sec sch kids came.
omG!
noone knows wad to do..
standard uh arep P went to take charge and went intro hymself..
then as the numbers grew,
we all had to mcm P..
all took at least one machine weights and gave demos.
haha..
then we went home la.. nuttin to do..
tmr a lot of ppl like dun wanna come.. coz of tday and tmr's lesson..

Conducted at BB, 9am.. dont be late readers.
im trying my bes tmr..
im gnna discipline..
no food after 6pm.. sleep by 11pm
wake up 7am.. make it a routine..
im too slack.. n im gnna start excercise a bit..
kanina.. im sooo lazy.. PUSH myself uh..

***im expecting yangyang to come.. msged hym but no repli.. i hope he wont P plakk...***


____okokok__________the e person tt kept e motivated to work is actualli msning me from 11pm-1130..

eksamsi@yahoo.com says (11:10 PM):
your pcap? have you done? the paper Angel go thru with you? get to know 20 regular customer by name, name 5 ways of which you can exceed customers expectation in your store?? you forgot is it?

>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:11 PM):
actualli i wanted to do the other tyme then the mgr ask me to do station, after tt i took a break to study for exams..

>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:11 PM):
i did some the other tyme but it wasnt enough

eksamsi@yahoo.com says (11:12 PM):
have yo practise your balloon crafting?

>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:12 PM):
yup
>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:12 PM):
but still a bit, funny looking
>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:12 PM):
haha

eksamsi@yahoo.com says (11:12 PM):
ok never mind//why they ask you to do station?

>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:13 PM):
they sae they needed me on floor.. so i tot help out for a while, then it seems thruout the dae..
>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:13 PM):
even shimin asked permission to pull out also the mgr did let
>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:14 PM):
he saed he needed me on floor
>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:14 PM):
but no cust ard tho

eksamsi@yahoo.com says (11:14 PM):
if its during CNy.. I can understand but nofmal days i cannot understand

>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:14 PM):
it was b4 cny
>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:14 PM):
i culdnt werk cny coz of family kenduri
>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:15 PM):
so i stop a while for the kenduri

eksamsi@yahoo.com says (11:16 PM):
ok..never mind..this saturday you come ok i really need to verify you

>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:16 PM):
ok sure
>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:16 PM):
anw u know my new number ryte the one 82545749, dunno i updated u or not..

eksamsi@yahoo.com says (11:17 PM):
you must out what you learned in the class into practise if you really want to be a star..I hope you still like the job despite of kena station work aje

eksamsi@yahoo.com says (11:19 PM):
i have that number but u never replied my sms most of the time and i have to sms your mom instead to get thru you

>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:20 PM):
haha.. so far after the class i didnt manage to practice the stuff coz all the wae i did station but i did help out in conducting parties once in a while.. but the manager, namely Ben, even question me, chenie and shimin when they asked me to practise party n etc, even saed " are u verified for conducting parties? ....anyone also can conduct wad.." thank goodness chenie stood up for me tho

>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:20 PM):
realli?
>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:20 PM):
i havent been gettin ur msgs..

eksamsi@yahoo.com says (11:22 PM):
do not bother by what they said...keep it cool..do your job ..if you bother too much about every little things,,,you will stressed yourself and you will find that you no longer fit for the job

eksamsi@yahoo.com says (11:22 PM):
do what is right and always keep a smile...jangan lekas marah or ambil hati

>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:23 PM):
haha

eksamsi@yahoo.com says (11:23 PM):
KEEP Customer Happy and motivate yourself

>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:23 PM):
yeah.. im tryin.. haha..

eksamsi@yahoo.com says (11:23 PM):
ok..see you this SAT

>>>AN<<<<(M) " I want a "fart-revenge!!"Muahahaha!!!!"(M) says (11:23 PM):
ok sure thing

----that's all looks lke im werking this sat.. hmm no choice.. she is the one tt got me promoted and now re-inspired.. i guess im gnna heed SAYURI n her, im werking this SAt 9am, get promoted and request for a transferr.. wakakak---