Hmm complications....
Monday was a totally awesome day for me la.
seriously... hmm ryin being not around for silat sparked
a unexpected outgoing side of a fellow silat mate.
haha.. finally i see him smile, and he actually has a voice to share.
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We're even talking long convos.
totally appreciated it.
Hmm since im under macan as an intern, i had take up the
training aspect la...damn it i was soooo freaking scared la..
when was the last time i conducted anything??
wahh... party, 5mths ago..
fitness? 4mths ago..
i didnt know i was sooo rusty.. simple stretches bleii luper??
i totall made a fool of maself la..
lagi malu when pelapis from bishan turun almukminin..
wallaoooweii... thank god sherri was there taking up warm up...
that is like so hard for me to catch up..
ma fitness level rabak pe???
with eyla w would say..
"EYLA, I NID TRAINING!!"
she'll gonna say,
"TRAIN LARRRRR JGN TUNGGU AKU, PEMALAZ!!"
LOL.
that's wad besties are for.. screw u when u screw urself.. LOL.
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Ok training time banyak main uh.. standard. tho without ryin it's kinda
BLAND!
it's not a trio without the 3 gilas in gelanggang!!
nonetheless..
as a pair, it's enuf for evryone to notice our crappy nonsense,
and you'll know they notice, it's when all the pelapis' eyes are on you,
and they go "snicker, snicker, snicker"...
giving that *im-trying-to-be-serious*
smile-slash-laugh....
LOL.
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then the word im kinda scared to hear...
"sparring time"
darn it.. in ma hart i was lyke..
'yan u shuddup and kip urself hidden'
i dun wanna fight coz i wasnt confident yet after the last defeat from a beginner...
but after fighting azmi, and i did applied some techniques and some
sort 'won' and fighting ma coach kinda boost ma confidence..
but...
im still not fully confident.
hmm then so far so good. noone called me.. then..............* scary music interlude*
**BAM BAM BAM**
*i spoke to soon*
"YAN VS FAD"
damned!!!!
i rejected at ferst then allllllllllll forced me... im sooo freaking nrvous lar...
wah the word "pasang" and "mula"
is lyke piercing thru ma hart uh...
Skali, i can apply evrytthing i learnt uh and i kinda 'won'..
waaa.. im so proud of maself..
even ma coach n peepz was impressed...
idk wad got into me.. for me to beat an experienced fighter, 2 thumbs up la seyy..
*puji diri nampak?? idong kembang*
LOL.
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After silat my coach said this..
"yan, lepas nie kiter gi jamming"..
me.
"jamming aper"
him.
"jamming kompang uh.. ang zul da tau maen selang.."
me.
"LOL"
of all things.. ahaha...
cute ryte ma coach!!!
hahaha..
nak jamming kompang..
talk about kompang, they all mastered 'lalu' but none masterd
'selang' except for me n azmi.
i didnt know it was that difficult for them..
but then da 'jammin' *LOL*
smuer da pandai uh maen kompang... ahahahaha...
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today, tuesday.
practically i had nothing on until i got a call and old silat fren, M.
walaoooo.. miss him sia..
*ouh btw hunnies out there.. my ppd is low. i can get free incmg calls tho. CALL ME!!*
hmm called him from 11am till 3pm. then he met me at home.
we lepaked... sparred at home..
then went for silat...
im in love w silat seyy LOL..
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hmm now im gonna have to put ma bike kinda on hold as the cash aint flowing
in.. kinda in a family situation uh... hmm... money n family.. ma weakness uh..
but i have bro, Vyang, M, BFFs and silat to keep me happy..
im thankful to god for that..
alhamdulilah!!
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Ryan out!!