Been TOO busy..

22 june 09, MON

Definitely the busy-ness of life took life on a different path and time for poeple is basically CUT-OFF;

*the super not constant update is proof to this*

-1 month MC off from all sporting events n etc

-i miss silat badly.. but i cant do anything abt it till my "probation" is up.

-Gotten a new job and this one take a very bid portion

-Heading to LAOS for a school business trip.. for 1 week.

-in and out of hospitals for different reasons..

-school is really in my way although it;s the holidays and DO TAKE NOTE:

I have yet to enroll for any CCA!!!!

-family time cut off... dang! my nephew so kesian.. no time to see him..

-kompang has to be cut off on certain days thanks to TIME! LOL. i rushed thru and squeezed a lot of time for the undangan!!!...

i cant keep up uh.. im very tired and very exhausted.. SERIOUSLY!

cant cope..but im trying..

Hmm... with regards to one of the points said...
IM GOING TO THE LANDS OF MILLION ELEPHANTS!!
The all time famous landlocked country called LAOS!!
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I hope anyone who i didnt layan, sorry k..
One day i'll explain to ya...
And a happy 20th to my bestfriends Siti Nabila Huda and Nur'ain Laiyinah!!
love u!!
*hugs* Muackz!

Updates are here...

Working with the BIG MAN. LOL.

NOL, MOI, CIP, MAGANDA, ERIN...

Wad we do at work. LOL.

My faithful 2. Brothers mah.. LOL...

Ugly look, sipping on Root Beer!

Me and Kakak..

Happy Mother's Day IBU!

The aristocrats..

UP0904B!!!!

OK seriously, when was the last time ive uploaded pictures? Pfft.

Here's the sich, ive been to Batam and it was wad ppl call it a shopping HEAVEN!

Everything is SUPER CHEAP.

ok. Uploaded pictures are about the Mother's day Batam trip, My NEW class..UP0904B aka PB!!! and... Snapshots of me and ma adeqz... Enjoy!

Ryan Out!

Hmm..The day i didnt went to school.

Ok yesterday was a wreck, im running up and down in school,
trying to get myself fixed into the curriculum, hectic man..

1) Gotta get ma deferment done, via school's fax. I think they got thru. Coz my mum said it did.
cant call them myself cause my ppd phone cant call government line. PFFT!

2) Went up and down MLC again and again to get my ezlink re-registered, but they cant read my card as they said im a "invalid account user".. KNS! 2 days this happens and both days a failure.. Tomorrow is defintely a busy day as Wed is a full day in school. The only day we get to school 1hr 30mins late but also the only day we ended at 6pm!

-clearly i dont understand how eyla can stay lepak-ing with us in the west area day in and day out!

partly why i dun consider SM as an equal to FT coz;

of the location,
a)it's no-where near a shopping mall.. *a must have to students*

b) i have yet to fine my own clique.. * how to when im ever busy running up and down trying to get things done, family, work, school admin and silat*

c)It's hell in the train when you have to go back coz I CANT SLEEP IN TRAINS! * i so cant wait for my bike!!* KNSCCB!

d)my phone rings daily at a inconsiderate number of time without giving me a time in a day to REST. LITERALLY ringing phone calls one after another and it drags for a week now..
*motorshop, citibank, CC, mcd, HQ, Venture, dad, mum, adek angkats, co-workers, family members,milk organisations, whispering hearts, my class advisor, the school CVC..

OMG im sooooo exhausted.. On top of that, the school applied me to be a student councillor of course with other classmates, NYAA to achieve a GOLD for my poly at the same time, im trying to achive a managerial role in my workplace. Can anyone slow me down???? Help!

On top of all these, im settling my family issues. *only BFFs know* day in and day out. My coach requires me to coach his school students, which i badly badly badly wanna do. and many more la... i lost hours of sleep and now, im injured... i have an injured back area near the glutes somewhere in the vertebrae.. Oh ya and dont forget.... My project and a month's worth of school assignments which i missed.........................................................HELPPP!!!!
*Eyla, miza, ayin, ahlau, aweng, I NEED YOU*

3) My dad's payment to the school. They're so many cocked-up transactions in school, that the CA is giving me a hell of a time. Pfft.. not as if i stay near this school, to get to and fro easier sister!

4) I gotta rush back to jurong asap to tutor ma adik angkatz and make it uo on time for my Voice of McDonald's contest of which i didnt qualify for the next round due to..... * roll in the crickets*..
Definitely i was the most musical of all people there with a musical background. I think time spent a lot in the kitchen broiled their brains for good.
I didnt qualify. but not always a bad news.. im freer now..

Hmm my life's a turmoil.. When i get to catch my breathe, i'll let you know...

PS today didnt go to school cause of my back pain and im deadly exhausted till a point i cant sit up! imagine that tiredness.

IM OUT!

Give him a round of applause!!!!!!!

Dearly beloved,
Im glad to say that I am not going to do my National Service afterall...

I have been accepted into doing Higher Nitec in Sports Management, a course so popular it's hard to get in. I got in without any prior interview, the only ONE from my Fitness Training Department from the the pioneer batch, April 2007.
I got in and totally fit in as if i reported back to school at FT. School's allocated at the ever famous ITE College East at Simei and seeing me reporting there, clearly state that i-so-dont-mind-about-the-time-and-distance!!!! LOL.

Hmm to be frank, I was thrilled as after stepping into the class and i saw Ahmad Arab, Mizi, Fieza and Reynerd..
And im in Reynerd's group work. LOL. Exciting.

Hmm.. and workwise.. im still planning. rider or manager. C how la..
till then, imma out!

An update that should had happened a long time ago.

OK. Since the last time ive updated this blog ive been dead busy.
Dead busy with the upcoming of the new age. Dead busy with finding school.
Dead busy with finding money to support myself. Dead busy to even sleep.
Since the dawn of april ever since march, ive been so busy that i had to stop most things and missed a lot in fact just to cater for all the things i need in life.

Some things happened for a long period of time, but some happened for a short period of time. Since the last time i wrote in, which is 4th of april, hmm pretty much a lot have happened do take note that i have lost so much hours of snooze that it's taking it's toll.

OK. First things's ferst, for the month of MArch up till the mid of April, Ive been earning a large number of money. Too much for me to remember actually and that at a very small wage. I'm paid peanuts per hour but hey im earning more than what an average person should earn. From Overtimes to Closing shifts, to save up for my birthday party that cost shockingly 1.3k spent JUST LIKE THAT!

Thanks to my adik-adikz husnul and hasif helping me to load and upload burdens off and on throughout the party, not forgetting syuk who stood by me during the party. The party was so massive that i had TOO MUCH guest attending, most are invited, some are accompanist and some are crashers. People at heart gave me gifts. Not forgetting ever loving bestfriend of mine Ayul, who gave me that special collage of our school life, I'll never forget that, will never forget FT and will never forget my BFFs, but of course having too many guest arriving, means that I-DONT-HAVE-TIME for everyone.

Although we were not off from a good start, we sure ended on a sweet note.
Current Guest list included(if not mentioned in sorry):
-Abg Fauzi n Wife,
-Lyy, Za and Dan,
-Ayul, Ayin, Sherri, Rhyno
-Cousins..Families..
Mak lang, mak teh (OUR OFFICIAL COOK), mak busu, uncle lan, uncle bu,
mak andak, pak busu, aunty suzanah and etc.
-lovely adik angkatz: acipz n husnul
-erin n bf, fiqah and bf, siti wan kembang and friend,
-eyla, khalid, ahmad, miza, naz, the FT-kins
And many more.
My last guest appeared at 3am and ended ard 6am in the morning till evryone slept on till the next afternoon up till 5pm.
Me and my adik angkatz slept like hell from the start of chalet till the next monday of which the birthday frenzy didnt end there, we went to visit ma kakak angkat, kak rinz and had my birthday lunch with her. Enjoyed it a lot. Thanks kak!

Hmm.. for all whu's name not mentioned didnt come or whatsoever reason. thanks for all the wishes and the gifts.

OK.
That was over,
hmm.. lets' see. Im back to silat which shockingly evryone else's learnt jurus 4. Clearly im a bimbo. I was left out coz i was struggling, even during stretching and warm up i sucked. Hmm coming back to perguruan, i forgot some people actualli but seeing them is definitely a sight for sore eyes, putra, shahrin, azmi, rhyno, sufeyan, baby, sherry, yana and zaf.
Hmm.. k im getting back to training, ive been on a sour note searching for school and etc and left Macan astray.

Hmm got a new job at VEnture. Im noe into the corporate life and doing business. hMM and now currently possess my own vehicle. heh.. maybe imma be a MCD rider soon. Time is running out for me as im going in for NS! wee..
wow. that's the ferst. whatever postings i'll get back asap. BFFs are gonna be notified soon.
Hmm. *answer your phone peepz*
At work people are saddened by ma decision, but hey, i have a responsibility to the country.
Hmm, defintiely after im gone it's gonna be quieter and much more boring without me. LOL. They'll survive la. They'll always do. I'll get my schedule fixed.

Current updates is that i came back to head office at mcdonald's and were missed by many at office. aawwww.. went to HQ for management meeting. how awesome is that? the only crew there. managers at jw were green with envy coz amelia, kak hawa and all other managers admire me and the big boss invited me over as a guest member, joined the voices of mcdonalds and is now in the second round. competing to win 25000 bucks and a free trip to Florida. How awesome?

Happenings, in the month of may, coaching at pierce primary, trip to batam, expensive family mass birthday celebration dinner at SAKURA, competition for silat friendly, competition in Voices of Mcdonalds, perhaps promotion? see how. lol. hmm we'll see.. i'll update again till then, toodles...

Updates.

Hmm lately ive been very very caught up with work,
making lots and lots of money to support ma bdae chalet that is an intercollaboration *right spelling?* with several of ma mates..

The ARIEN CHILDREN ARE AS FOLLOWS:
Cip's is on 11th,
Fauzi's and Roger's sons is on 10th *Fauzi's celebration's theme is "Superheroes"*
Awesome..,
Rozaime's on the 15th,
Aunty's daughter Aly's is on the 12th.
Mine's on the 14th.

So this time the celebration is bigger than ever as mcFrens, MDSfren, Macan-ians, Family, BFFs, Ft-kins are invited. This time there'll be no screw ups, no unwanted guests and no SWEAT! hahaha.. im having evrything caterred.. NO MORE BBQ-ing our own food.

But incy-wincy thing.. I FORGOT THE CAKE! dammit..
Hmm but definitely im haveing a dresscode.
hmm.. lotsa ppl stole this idea butttt..... im dooing it irregardless of all of u guys.. LOL..
Hmm..

before we get there.. there's a minor setback.. imma have to go thru lotsa appeals to get into POLY. pfft.. missed out on one.
BUT imma make it happen. LOL.

that's all for now i guess.. till then.. TOODLEZ!

PS: People at ma tagboard.. comp's kinda buat hal i cant reply u but im doing well do come for the party! C U!

How does Ryan do it?

Hmm..

*I am....... Ryan SpeL*

OK let me see, Ryan used to be a nasty person, but that nasty person decided to cool down and actually wants to become a Neutral dude.
But I guess since all good deeds goes unpunished, Ryan died and out from his own ashes comes out the Phoenix. Well this Phoenix sometimes rage out of control but certain times it can be controlled by it's owner, The Master.
Stay tuned...

Well reading the top paragraph, you'll all think im beserk.. Haha..
Well not really la. Im actually telling you a piece of story called "My Life"..
Haha..
Hmm did I ever remind you that "I'm cool, as long as no one agitate me"????
I mean what i say, so, catch a fallen star and put it in your pocket. Treasure me, i'll treasure you, agitate me, IT'S WAR B*TCH!

Still not understanding what im trying to convey here? Story goes like this.. I was an ok person when i started work. All neutral, abg2 rilek.. Skali someone, this person, N, decided to show off the ranked that was given to him a couple of months back.
Unrealised by this person, I had that chance before, and was given a rank, higher of what that is offered to him. Therefore, i have better knowledge of what is and what is not.
Hmm showing off gets you nowhere if you cant genggam the bara api that you've started hingga ia menjadi abu. My case, I genggamed my share of baras that i have so much abu that the biggest 'wind' in my work place cant seem to control the wildfire aka ME, and therefore attack his subordinates that listens to the wildfire.
Agaist this wildfire how ever is the ranked N, the spark. He likes to spark prolems and never seems to ever wanting to end the fire, created y him, that spreads like a WILDFIRE, so once this wildfire catches on, he gets burnt.

Settle to one side, and starts to weep, claiming that noone loves him anymore. Screw you! You brought this upon yourself assh*le. Hmm watch out man, cause this wildfire, is going to be your biggest competition, you wanna play a game, very well, i accept playing your game. And by the looks of it... IM WINNING!
This rant is specially dedicated to him. I doubt he has the balls to read this but even if he does, know this b*tch, YOU POSE NO THREAT TO THIS WILDFIRE..
Let's see who burns out first yeah?

BRing It ON!
Ryan out!

Certainly... I miss being a STAR..

Hmm lately, the lastest news i've heard from my ex-store, my Stars went from MMlia's Mighty Five down to Two...

I seriously miss them, being around them and werking with them, esp ma ex-boss MMLia.. the ONLY RM ive only respected.

Damned to the new one tt took over her.. LOL. She destroyed evrything MMlia, created.. It was a heartbreaking experience for me to leave them, leave my post and to not see them anymore, we actually chatted online and got back together..

One day perhaps, we shall be together again.. maybe someday..

Nuff saed abt that..

Hmm.. Ok, im havin a great tyme rekinding ma relationship w Lyy and Casper..
haha.. i really missed them so darn much.

Hmm.. plus, miccassa sukassa, im totally enjoying myself at work.. People are being nicer nowadaez, that they know that, Im not one to be messed around with.............. coz, this guy, BITES!

Lol.

Dont disturb or bother me and i can be the nicest guy at werk, do the exact opposite, the OPPOSITE comes out to haunt you.

Ok, plans out of work..

I mean "work" work..
Suk is back. I guess he has balls afterall..
It's this decision that people respect him..
You all out there knows some guys are dogs with hanging tongues when the sluts empires their ever-egotistical testicles called BALLS!

Yeah.. some are able to get out of the clutches but some just cant. So i guess this dude of mine, is trying to get away from the clutches.. Unlike some people i know.. IM sure u know whu u are.. Siapa makan chilli, dier raser pedas... ;)

Plans of the private life, out of the Fab Life... *like real*

Wed- Helping Kak Sfri to do CRTs. so yeah.. that's gonna be fun..

Thurs-Krk date with JwPeepz. IM sooooo Hogging the mic! i dont care!

Fri- Movie date w ever dearest and ever lovely Eyla and ever cuddled and ever cherished Ayin.

Sat- Lunch date with Cousin at Lot.

Sun- Hmm... Church? LOL. No la. Work la.. afterall, there's time to play and there's time to work to.. without work, there's no play! Lol..

Hmm.. perhaps i would update pictures but then, camera phone's kinda screwed so, im gonna TRY to snap some piccas.. *click click*
=)

Hmm that's all for now in a SWEET lyfe...

Ryan out!