Aku insaf...

Hmm.. today went to class..
Ive decided to respect his decision and give him space.
I dont wanna offend him much further.
I went to class and studied only. But seeing him is a sight for sore eyes la.
I tried to maintain a respectable distance.
I hope he forgives me....
Allahuma'i my friend.....

And~..
I forgot i didnt have books.. At first i panic sey..
i was lyke darn ma dad tak belikan..

Naseb baek someone was nice enough to offer to share his books.
May God bless you my friend. I dont know his name tho..
One thing about madrasah is.. There's no bully and no prejudice...
Semua datang with the same thinking to graduate sucessfully..
We are equals there.. *i think la*
so all will study hard.. i hope so.. i tot evryone was smarter than me.
apparently there are people that are just as clueless as me.

Insyallah whatever the uztaz teach i am able to absorb,
coz i have a problem with jawi and arab.
I hope God gives me the ability to absorb evrything.
I hope uztazah can guide me to read the Quran and finish (katam) it by this year?
hee..

My new resolution.. *to read Quran wout gagap-ing!!*
Insyallah i will.. she's a good uztazah.. just 2 weeks and im in Iqra 4.
Syukur kan... hee..
LOL...
I hope i can be what the uztaz said you can be.. hehe.. a debator in islam to
prove to the kafirs that we are the right way to God.
Insyallah maybe thru me ramai lagi akan memeluk agama yang mulia ini..
*chey* insyallah.......

Hmm.. maybe i get to marry "her"..
LOL.
but... i must find a way to make her nice and more solehah la..
and... make her love me.. that's the ferst step...
orang da gatal nak kahwin la katerkan..
tapi belom jumpe jodoh camner?
dapat jumpe satu, da ade yang punye..
jumpe lagi satu.. dier telah berjauhan...
yang ini, i wanna try make it work..
pray hard i get to be with her kkkkkkkk?
LOL..
cousin knows whu... right2?
shh...
now's not the time yet...

Ryan Out!