Interestingly MONDAE.. 03-03-08

Hmm..

Books that im interested now..Is The Pillars of the Earth by Ken Follet. Boasting 973 pages of sheer adventure!!!

was watching Oprah and it struck interest in me, about love sabotage..

hmm... in the medival times yet fictional.. interesting and she now wants to have a book club for a new book..

Now this book really struck interest because it talks about life, the true meaning of living.

No i dont think it;s about religion at all just tt it give us the sense of wanting to be "awakened" maybe...

Giving u purpose.. hmm somting i lack off..

Im so getting either one of these books.. one or both..

Ok.. enough book talk. one more item tt really interested me was this Post it pen flag! i so need one of these..

A post-it Flag pen. Figures it may cost round 15 bucks but hey. it's fun to flag things here and there..

really!!

hahaha..

Im gettin one of these..

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Ok.. now now.. life story..

begins..

hmm.. my monday blues..

usually it suck.. and today it suck bigger..

let's see..

went to school thinking i was late but hey gt there on time. i mean on time, jus in time when the class started.

So spend another 4.50 ++ on customer relations notes.. which is sooo not fair!!

it'z mr A dude's fault we didnt take up this module which is a six months timeframe. and we're stuck this week having to study for like this whole week!! they are squeezing 6 mths in 1 week!!!

damn u mr A dude..

ok la.. we studied.

then went to FOA.. apparently the last class for the term b4 exams and our holidaes.

hopefully i pass man.

im having troubles studying tho.

hmm.. holidaes.

hmm.. i hope whoever i text come for watever i plan.

lately i feel very very very left out and lonely.

hmm..

qn of gettin a gf?! soo not in my mind.,.

thing is u cant get a GF when ur hart is in love w someone else la..

tt someone is the one i want but is alwaes the someone tt i can never get!

why is god doing this to me? i mean aku redha sebagai hamba mu tetapi setiap kali i see her, it hurts me seeing her happy with another, who is not me. HURTS!

IT HURT!

very painful!

Allah maha tahu. Only god knows what i feel and why i feel it.. but why?

why do i have to go thru this?

i mean i really thank u for granting the world's bestest people to be my BESTFRIENDS.. but hey im still lacking of the "love quota"

for ppl whu wanna get anyone for me. thanks. appreciate it.

but hey im nt like other guys. any gurls will do.

even for "scandal" purposes.. IM NOT!

im juz soo difficult la.. give up man.!

hmm...

sigining off..

and the winner for the most boring post ever recorded.... goes to... ME!!!

hmm.. my saturdae..
im sick.
got flu, headache and diaorrhea..
any addtional sickness to make me die skali?
ive been continuously sick since last two months.
the sickness comes and goes..

my mood plak..
depression or anger..
the only two tt's fuelling my life..
hw pathetic is tt?

hmm
got a call from mamad..
he used papa num..
he ask mie to follow hym to gym sadly, i cant
coz i was sick.
on top of tt im sick..
then i think i dissapointed hym..
and tt anna is also emo-shit.
damn it..
why all my bestie like prangai sey..
i msned kak sayuri the whole morning b4 headin to mak busu hse..
arif n azrul bdae..
hmm.. sux to celebrate ur big dae w sumone else rite..
well to be frank.. the cake sux..
but the food..
reminds me of my late grandma's..
so deliciouso!
even now we're still talking about her good deeds..

hmm
met the 'precious' cousins.
nad had bf wan..
yun bf tambhi. nice guy cumer muke hansem tu hansem but like mamak.
n my sis.. sam..
wtf..
these 3 are nw the bestfrens..
no longer incld me..
wtever..
but me and thambi did clique..
we had fun..
then they left me alone.
damn im full of despair..
family asked for mamad n ayul..
haha
mak teh specially ask for ayul..
the rest ask for mamad..
haha
ayul anak buah mak teh..
haha
mamad anak buah my mum..
so..
hmm gr8 evryone loves my bestfrens..
ok.. i kinda miz eyla n her jokes rite now..
i feel kinda left out and alone now..

hmm..
mamad gg fishin w papa tonight..
so my plan tmr spend time wif my beloved cousins..
hanisah.. plus she wanna cut my hair..
no style in mind but im gnna let her werk her magic on me..
and im singing karaoke tmr w izzati...
hope i have fun tmr..
mondae test nie.. haha

kk signing off..