Watch this Single Ladies: Spoof of Barrack and Justin Timberlake making a fool of himself... LOL

A day filled with an addictive drug... called Endorphins... LOL..

Today was a very very FUN day, despite having some idiots, never failing to entertain me with their idiocracy...
Of course without a doubt, it's anger that they'll usually receive as a price of every dense thing that they can come out with to me. DUH!

Hmmm.. ok other than that an interesting thing happened today at work, my Big BOSS, namely SQ. came down to our store. her name at the end sound like "CING", so the people named her "kucing" or "cat" in malay or call her "meow meow", ok, i came out with that, as a joke, but it stayed. Wow. Trend-setter material kape? LOL.

It was funny coz Sq walks so silently, you wont realise she's behind you, watching evry single thing you do, observing you and if u miss something, you'll get the shock of your life coz she'll just say "You missed that spot."
Right beside your ear.
You'll definitely go "WOAH, CHICKEN NUGGET!"*inside joke*

Haha.. Without realising, the past 15 minutes you've mopped, she's been behind you the WHOLE time.. That was funny. Of course not to the person that's getting the shock of their lyfe but to us, the onez watching "this" happen.. I couldnt' stop laughing.. LOL.

It's hilarious..

Hmm and one of the best things i like to do is when i shout at the top of my lungs, the names of my co-workers during their break time in the crampy Crew Room.. I'll just go, for eg "WENDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
The reaction you'd get from their faces, are nothing but one word. Just like the MasterCard's Commercial...

The looks on your colleague when they're shocked? : PRICELESS...
LOLZ!
Now we can say.. There are just some thing in life you cant buy with money, for everything else, there's MASTERCARD..........
HAHAHAHAHAHA.. I love MasterCard's Commercials.. I alwae ended up laughing myself to death!
LOL...

Hmmm ok la.. im done.
RyanOut! Till next tyme...

The latest me. LOL.

Hmm, still figuring out what i should title this post.. But it doesnt matter...

Hmm, let me see, ok let's start back on Wed where me and ma peepz went back to school. Projected time was 10am.
I woke up? 10.15am. 35 miss calls from dearest Eyla, 5 miss calls from dearest Baby and several more from Petak, Kimmie and Pisang..

Hmm.. i was lyke.. muthafukka!! Im LATE!...
OK got up, got a stern warning from dearest Eyla *LOL*..
Bathe, then rushed to school, took a cab there.. Tau2 that KNS Mr M never come. CHitod!.. He left! Never tell us la...
Hmmph! Angry yet not phoenix! LOL.

So we headed to Ms C's office and handed up whatever needed to handed in, and me Pisang, Baby and Eyla went lepak-ingz at the nearest block at BB. Near N's. We spent tyme there chit chit chat chat and then went to OCK and makan.. Standard Procedure for us. LOL..

Hmm.. OK so by looking at this you'd be thinking, "arnt u werking?".
Yup. called up to be late for work and then, im very very late.. so took a cab back home, changed and happen that it's kak sfari werking.. awesome... and so happens... only have 2 closers instead of the normal 4.. so Yak got me to help out kakak.. i helped out.. Buat lobby..

Went home fell asleep and cant wake up... the exhaustion is unbearable..
so i told them i cant work the next day..
TUpTUp..
Yesterday, i werked from 3pm-2am.. KNS.. NO closer.. NAek sedap plak asking me to help-out.. Mind you help.. out..
Takpe.. coz it's KS, and cipz there so, i dun mind..
At least i have teman.. played patapon and got him then DON drum then we headed to ma hse..
Well, we had a long chat.. that's nice..
and i slept at 5am...
Now im awake.. at it's almost 3pm.

Pffft.. so need to brush up on the sleeping patterns..
that's all for now..

Ryan Out!

His performance was only 40% ON! Darn...

His dae was a bit of lethargic-ness..

Woke up to lots of pain all over the body thanks to fighting with 3 of ma co-silatfwens and ma own coach who won me wholesomely in the fight..

He presented me with IP MAN method. LOL.
That's a bummer, he cornered me to the wall!!! I lost that one. Painful.... but interesting experience.. haha.. twice he defeated me... insyallah one day, manerlah tau... haha... we draw.. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!! mcam paham je ryan..

Hmm... back to todae, i woke up to sore throat, fever and several flu symptoms, infected by mummy dearest and ma adopted mummies at work.. funny.. MUMMIES... LOL.
Went to work and surprisingly, BOSS was very nice and concerned about me.. He gave me a remedy to ma sore throat... how nice.. tapi tak termakan umpan la.. deng.. i know evry good deed will never go unpunished... look at ma allegedly "BFFs"...
Evrything i do is nice to them.. wat i get in return? SH*T. Nie uh, lepaskan anjing, dier gigit balek..maklomlah da 'kenek', nafsu binatang buas la.. LOL..
That's y, no close relationships with ma co-workers.. Nothing to be of the sort.

PLus i have ma faithful adeqz... cipz, anz, pika and etc. hmmm abg sayang adeqz.. plus kak sfari is nice.. haha.. i love werking w them...
awesome people. hmm lemmi see.. ok at work i was pale.. falling sick mah..
but amazingly i pulled thru.. then off to silat, da demam2, still silat.. i love silat.. im sick, injured..
hmmm passion makes all injuries go away..
haha...
injuries are as such: right arm, right anterior tibialis, right inner quad, both glutes, left gastro, erectus, both trapez, NOW Jaw!!! dammit..the new kid tojang me there.. dumb ol me.. saper suro tak elakk!!! LOL..
Kan da kenek... SAMPAI SENGET! hahahahaha..

Hmm yuo gotta buck up ryan.. you're dreaming!
hmm cant waet for next trg.. psl cheng san tutup for 2 weeks.. *yawn*

hmm till then...
Ryan out...

Ps: i miss eyla ryin n ayul..

Comeback!

Life clearly has to move on..
After finding out she, is a sleep-around kinda bitch whu that has a face to actually come forward and preach about "hey-look-at-me-im-a-virgin" look.. Ouh cmon.. evryone knows that dude robbed you of your virginity and puhleese.. look where ure getting at. you cry day and night over his loss, actually touching others is clearly a big scene for you.. yup a conformed thing that, "I LOST Y VIRGINITY TO A COMPLETE ASSHOLE".. You're it honey... haha...

Hmmm bigger picture's what i already seen.. Perhaps u trying to say that "im the religious teacher child" type might work if i were born yesterday... This shall be the last post ever dedicated to such a cheap whore that calls herself "honey" i mean seriously whu does that??? Biggest cheek?? She throws herself at guys, with her slutty short skirt and kinky attitude.. Girl... You have to like be updated... FYI. there is something called "deoderant", Body odour control... PErhaps that should be your next target in life...

If there were to be a compo, entitled "Where do you see yourself in 5 years?"
Perhaps an option of your struggling with you BO or, or, "My life as a teenage mum, who sells herself.." or even "How i struggle to make my life actualli WORK!" that's a masterpiece..

Tepok dada, tanye selera... suck c*ck much???
LOL..
accusing me are u? I aint guilty. So. yeah... ;)

Aint gonna say her name. But yeah..
___MOVING ON_____

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**Stepping On to the bad side**
You've stopped me once, you aint stopping me again....

Life has never been better, hmmm work, school, home... Yeah...
No longer dependant on others.. Ooo the feeling of steering your own life really drives me to pursue the best.. Having people looking up at you, says a lot about wat are becoming or what you became. Hmmm rants will never be apart of this blog no more, lest it's for work..

Hmm, come to talk about it.. Work.. Ouh, that's one tough cookie... But love the job!
Seriously.. Giving in time to actually do good really makes me appreciate life more.. *weird*
Just that i shall control myself not to become hamba duit la.. kerja stengah mampus then .......
I know, u know la ehh...

Hmmm the Ft-kins are having another reunioun for our final presentation before we go our parted ways as CGR classmates. But... not before the graduation that is... to ika and co, sorry cant join the FT reunion.. Clubbing in the gym sound fun but i just dont have the time for it...
Busy la.. maner nak layan silat, important BFFs and family and werk and school is starting soon...
We shall see, end of the day, end of the time, truth prevails.
and.. whu knows.. i shall have the last laugh...??
Waet....
I already do...
LOL...

Ryan out..

Sorry for the busy-ness..

Past few weeks was so busy..Ever since last January ive been caught up with work,
school, pergas, silat, kompang and lots more.
Hence me not updating this particular blog right... *obviously*
And wouldnt you know, i feel sick right in the middle of getting things done.. im slowly recovering now...


Let me light you up on some updates..
Sleeping hasnt improve yet but ive been having lots and lots of dreams..
LAte night television shows, Clean HOuse and SPlit Ends..
UNwanted dreams btw..


Silat is awesome. We're now moving into the next phase of the trainings, looking into the silat clinics. One of the ways to catapult us into silat stardom. LOL. *like real*
Hmm.. Also looking into the future... I am in charge of the clothes design, kompang intercollaboration, planning to do tarian silat, seni silat perhaps dikir barat?? Hmm.. we shall see..

Good news everyone, i am now working full-time at JW75 mcd again.. we shall see.. and working at Macan.. See how flexi mcd is?? I just love it sometimes... NEw love??? WOrk...
Not a hamba duit like some people sampai lupekan dunia, just loving the job and doesnt mind the pay.. that's what im into...
MAking new friends.. having new bros.. how awesome is that but i still love the old ones..
hmm eyla, hyrul and ayin.. guess what...
ATTACHMENT is coming to an end~!!!!
haha.. i so cant waet to like "get out of" Fitness Training tho i am really gonna miss it sooo sooo much...

Nuff saed about the "sad" little part of graduation.. I have already applied to go into poly to pursue further studies.. Please pray to god that i'll get the course that ive truly wanted pweeeshhh!!!!

Hmmm im not gonna change my job anytime soon due to me having to waet for my bike... My dad saed he wanted to make it my birthday present.. well... birthday's not that far off.. i dun mind waeting afterall patience is a virtue.. LOL..

hmmm.. current affairs??
ive just finished my 2yr pending presentation of FT's Industrial Attachment featuring Ryin as my subject.. i hope i can get that lovely GPA to hit a full 4.0..
INsyallah...

before i end this post.. take note to that particular femme fatale.. What goes around will come around. All you need to do is watch out for yours... it's coming your way triple threat baby!
the "NICE" ship has sailed.. Bad ol' me might actually come back to haunt you... MIGHT come back. Watch your back!

PS: thanks cousin for borrowing me your laptop..
love you!

Ryan OUt~!

The Dey.

Tomorrow is the day the FT-kins are meeting up at Bukit Batok
for a mini reunion.. CGC-CGR reunion..
As usual the planners are never different. It's always me n Eyla..
Whu would thought that hearing Ayul's voice made me teared up..
That is how much i miss him. Hearing him disturbing me again really touched me
and shreded my heart into pieces, of course in a good way..
I miss you bro.

Hmm.. hearing the other's wanting to spend time with us again really is music to the ears...
hmm to top it off, mR M is cming to visit me at ma attachment place.. Errr scary much?
I just hope ma coach give me two thumbs up.. Coz.. i wanna go poly... please....
can i can i can i??
Need to maintain that 3.7 GPA and just maintain a good record for now..
Hmm lately also i've not been paying attention to Eyla.. haiyoyoh..
tak per.. this 'reunion' is for you to own me. Im yours for the day..
DROWN ME WITH UR NONSENSE!!!! LOL...

Hmm.. Problems after problems came along..
My sleep is getting much more violent and out of my control..
the reason is here.. scary but it's here.. i'll explain..
I've ended up with a painfully internal bruising of the palm, several minor bruises
on my arms and hands, scratches and cuts on my forearm and bruises all over my body..
It seems that evry night when i sleep i am subconciously hitting, throwing my phone to the floor, actually answering a phone call, saying hello but to no one, or sending sms to random people, typing "xakfdnkjlnefnnjnrefc3423rjsnfn"......
Even punching, standing up, sitting down, kicking or biting involuntarily.. I always wake up finding myself in a awkward position..

Days back, i caught my own hands inside the sofabed's wood. all scratched up.. the part where the bed folds, has a hole. That hole has thick sharp wood in it.
I actually put my hand in it and when i felt pain, i noticed my hand were inside the sofabed as if i lost something and trying to find it..

It started weeks back... i removed the sliding door of my bedroom cupboard the day after... it when i i felt my cupboard door falling onto me. not once quite a number of times..
i woke up, fixed it back and went back to sleep...

the last one i couldnt take it becoz it fell right on top of my chest while im sleeping.. it was damned painful la..
and the cause of it is in my sleep, i've been kicking it as if im kicking a padding..
Now i know why i wake up with painful foot sometime.

So far ive never really paid attention to my violent sleeping patterns until lately as it got worse and worse where im caught in between being concious and asleep. Yesterday night itself, i woke up, standing in the kitchen. How scary was that? Ive never never never remembered sleepwalking nor i been to the kitchen. But i was in the kitchen, trying to open the fridge and it was the temperature of the opened up fridge woke me up. i was shocked but i didnt pay much attention to it and went back to sleep.

i tot maybe im too tired but sometimes if i happen to sleep in a bus during day time, i notice i did this things sometime but not as terok as night time... it's just shaking my legs... not that bad la..

I felt something not right so i decided to get help... i need explaination..
I called up 'her' and asked her what is happening?
This few weeks has been hell for me, im ever sleeping but is always tired..
'She' saed, ive been ganggu-ed. Ader gangguan.. She said there is something about me this 'thing' likes..
Some stupid thing that has 7 faces or something...

Here we go again.. i tot dis crap has died off.. never to bother me again.. NOW it's back to disturb me? Whatever did i do to it for me to deserve this? wretched whatever you are la!!!
You caused me so much trouble!
Now i have to go to 'her' to get my protection or i'm never gonna sleep properly...
I HATE THIS! I HATE THIS!!!!!!
DAmned you la!
You cause me soooo much misery..
Jangan i find out nie antaran orang... itu orang aku abeskan la!! ARGH!!

First my mum.. now me?? No wonder my mum's eyes gets bloody red and teary all this while..
i got her to do Al-nas and Al-falaq, it worked.. her eyes are back to normal now..
i think imma try it out myself..

Ryan out!

Bridges

Building bridges is never easy..
You need strong timber,
powerful nails,
good builders,
a perfect coating of paint...
all,
for the bridge's stability and maintainence..

In doing so,
you have to have:
Faith
Patience
Peserverence..

If the bridge is life,
you're the timber, the life you choose,
the nails are the frens or kins you are with
the builders are your parents and yourself
and a perfect coating would be 'nur' from God...

This bridge is going to be
the passage for you to peace and righteousness..
have faith my frens
coz evry now and then,
there are destroyers... the enemies..

like:
the strong wind,
heavy rain,
the raging flood,
OR
woodlouses or termites...

Use a good foundation and you'll still stand tall..
Be sure of yourself..
Dont make enemies make you fall and tremble into dusts....

Ryan Out!