my saving grace...

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Im back from ma holidaes!!!

My trip from HongKong!!
At my aunt's HSE!!




Day at Ocean PArk!!!
















Shopping Trip to MONGKOK... aka HK's BUgis!!





HongKong Airport T2....





Disneyland Collection......









A total of six days i was in Hongkong...
let me see..
-Shop at Mongkok n Tsim Shia Shui
-Disneyland
-Ocean Park
-Hongkong Airport
-Ate Delicious Dim Sum
-Celebrate Christmas
-Get Xmas Prezzie...
FUN TRIP!!!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Im Flying.....................

I'M FLYING TO HONGKONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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CONFIRMED! A-PLUS CHOP!!!!

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DATE FROM 23RD TILL 27TH DEC 08...

I NEED TO GET AWAY LA SERIOUSLY...

FROM PEOPLE.

FROM WORK.

THE ONLY SACRIFICE IS IM MISSING MA SILAT AND MA SILAT LOVES,

AND THE RETURN OF MA BESTFRIEND AND TO CELEBRATE XMAS W HIM!...

SOBX...

I MISS SILAT~~!!!

NO.

I MISS MACAN!!!!!
BOO-HOO...

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BUT AFTER BEING AT HONGKONG, I WILL BE REFRESHED!

FRESHED UP TO DO MORE SERIOUS SPARRING!!!

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Today however, i had an awesome time tho i wasnt quite happy with the results macan produced but nonetheless we beated the peepz from grasio in the friendly.. LOL..

Good job evryone!

hmm, during the silat me naz n azmi went makan and had a good

"debate" over religious issue but it was fun instead of nasty..

then we watched the friendly..

after that, after we saed goodbye blahblahblah...

we went to mcd to makan and chit chat, until we all missed the last train back to boonlay!!

great job!

we miscalculated the time..

took bus 39, went to yishun,

then head to mrt to jeast....

then finally to jeast, we sat down to chit chat, till 1.40am,

me n sherri and took a cab back!

awesome dae...

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PS: i havent pack up!!! die!!!

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Ryan Out!

Friday, December 19, 2008

I knew this would happen!!!

I was already prep-up to fly then i heard my flight has to be sub-loaded..
destination? HK.
money? got it!
luggage? prepared!
wat else? ticket???? read on....
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means that i gamble with whichever flight that has leftover seats i can take as i was a last minute preparation/booking of tickets... Going is no prob... nak balek tu.. i plan to come home xmas eve..
Dad saed:
"Da giler?? tu pon kalao ader tempat.. XMAS EVE ramai orang HK balek SG!!
nnt ko jadi mogok pat airport HK baru tau..."
> one of the reasons why i hate travelling during xmas...<
Change of plans... trip postponed to January or Febuary... WHATEVER!!

Hmm today was e most hectic day i had. as well as the most irritating time i had...
practically evryone i know is contacting me either via sms or phonecall from a packed timing from 9am-2pm CONTINUOUSLY!!!!!!!
i was sooo pissed off with them!! Buzz off will you?? im not in the mood!!!
i got back to back phonecalls by parents, frens, co-workers, family and workplace!!! F OFF la u people???!!! WTF?!
cant i have peace? a decent quiet tyme to send by bestest bestfriend off to vietnam..
already im so sebak that he had to leave now idiots are disturbing me non-stop!
i was happy for him that he's representing singapore in something yet heavy hearted as imma be alone for a time-being...
I NEEDED TO BE LEFT ALONE!! HELLO!!!!!!

it didnt stop there.. i had a thing to do from 230-5pm!!! i was so tired i fell aslepp halfwae doing it... i rushed from airport ok!!!
then rushed to teban... from 6-730 at gramz then rushed to gombak for bike!! till 1130pm!!
if you're telling me im nt tired?
idk wad to sae... just as i was about to relax... Family discussion till 1am!!! OMG!!!
now, i got a call from yus, saying yul is injured and in need of a masseuse... tyme check??
1.30am in the morning...

Next dae working u know... haix... kawan nyer pasal...
watever.. ikhlas!

Ryan out!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Ala.. which one nie...

Im torn between gg to VIETNAM AND HONGKONG...
which one shud i go???
ayul at Hanoi.. but SQ dosnt fly to Hanoi..
Bro going Viet too but im not sure he gg HCM city aka Saigon or Hanoi..
he dowanna tell me.. sobx!
Nvmind lor.. i wont go viet. but i wanna see wat's in Viet!!
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Hmm one more choice is HK!
i wannn....
got disneyland!!
tapi mahal...SGD60!!!
that one is off peak!
Camner??
Travel with whu?
ma siblings la..
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My dad dapat tix tapi tknk waste...
Plan was to head to Gold Coast tapi their currency da naek...
da macam us alry...
haioh!!
howhowhow???
idea anyone?
India i dowan la nerd..
i dunno wad is there... LOL..
at least HK i know....
ideas please.....
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Monday, December 15, 2008

great weekend....

Heart was shreded when i got reminded of ma late grandma.. haiz.. i cried ma heart out for a good 5mins. and then the feeling subsided. I didnt know i miss her that much.. hmmm....

OK the weekends has been awesome for me. I spend tyme w bro and za.
ok here's the sich, it was saturday morning. Woke up to mum's naggin.. LOL..
adek beradek suker buat hal... hmm then i rushed and packed ma stuff not forgetting packing some stuff for that looker's clothes.. deep inside i know he'll forget to bring clothes.. it was a gut feeling. wad i call the "naluri sahabat" haha.. aka "bestfren's sense" *What the fish!*
then when i wanted to go out the bag busted.. FAKKAWI!!!
This is a CC event so they had prepared a bus for us... and this happend!
i was soo pissed off coz i was late and the whole bus was waiting for me... janji kul 1pm.
i was half an hour late and they still waeted for me.. aww... how lovely.. then i saw all the cik2's anak.. and family and etc.. haha..

ok it was sooooooooo mundane... not having ma bestie ard is killing me!!
so since the CC people installed the KRK system, apelagi i sang la. they forgot to bring the remote n etc so i just sang ALL *take note ALL* the songs in other people's cd sampaikan mereka torek.. LOL.. skali satu2 come to me asking me y i never joined Anugerah suare sedap.. i was lyke "hell NO".. i hate anugerah's watever.. so lame... orang tk bleii nyanyi bleh menang.. sudahla... LOL..
they were lyke "sayang sey" haha... not sayang la.. my voice is only meant for my true LOVE or religion only.. LOL..
OK sang from the tyme i got there until maghrib... then while singing i heard my voice got two-voiced... WEIRD..
watever.. i hanged out with bro till subur then went to sleep. next morning KRK again then got a argument w bro. pfft.. all thanks to lil bro uh.. putting his nose where it shouldnt be.. sibok je hanging out w ma frens.. isyk! once or twice is ok, start hanging ard them it's SIBOK! i was pissed off w bro n za for a bit uh..isyk!!
got home, me n bro slept till maghrib.. we ate, chilled and then went home....

we were sooooo lethargic...

ryan out!!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Apa guna menangis??

After loads of hassle and almost spending more than 1.3k, alhamdulilah ive completed the motor course. the learning has ended. Im a qualified rider BUT not yet a licenced rider. LOL.
Dad had promised to buy me a bike, *just dwnpayment je* hmm that one also his choice of bike. Dier tak kasi me take up ma own bike. Tak cerewet uh. I just need the bike for travel and work.

The song you're hearing now is very awesome. Sung by Siti Nurhaliza's sister. Saerah.. awesome. i dedicate this song to those bitches out there that cry at evry single woe life throws at them.

Day in and day out my life has been dedicated to silat taught by several silat loves. All and all has caused me several bumps and bruises on ma body and one even sent me hurling down rolling on the floor in an injury that eats up the torso area. I didnt do proper breathing technique and that was enough to give me a blow that tore the soul out of me. Thanks to M for giving me the ice treatment. Very helpful indeed. And very soothing enough, he sang to me to make me calm and forget the pain. Until i went snoozing. Next thing i know the pain was neutralised... *NOT GONE*. So i practically cant laugh too much, diaphragm's kinda busted.

I went out on several road trips with one of ma loves taking loads of opportunities to creating and spending happy memories and quality time with each other. It is now that you realise some friends are there for you through and through, through thick and thin and unlike some others who choose to take life on different perspective on life. Not that i disagree with them. But it's their choice that depicts the truth that they have to offer but instead they chose to lie.

'Nuff said about this, hmm.. naturally when the weather goes cold, then warm, and hot then freezing cold, it;s natural for the people living in the tropic island of singapore to be sick. Evryone i noe is literally falling ill, one by one.
Hmm.. and hari raya wasnt much of a celebration. I loSt ma festivities mood.. I sat at home. didnt do prayers, slept at home. Missed the korban.. then went to mak teh's to KRK w cuzzinz then off to nyai hse to lepak then went home via cab with a wallet then only consists of $20.. that was how tired, lethargic and lazy i am on that day...

hmmm.. i miss bro...

RYan OuT!

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Life can be sooooo complicating.

Hmm complications....
Monday was a totally awesome day for me la.
seriously... hmm ryin being not around for silat sparked
a unexpected outgoing side of a fellow silat mate.
haha.. finally i see him smile, and he actually has a voice to share.
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We're even talking long convos.
totally appreciated it.
Hmm since im under macan as an intern, i had take up the
training aspect la...damn it i was soooo freaking scared la..
when was the last time i conducted anything??
wahh... party, 5mths ago..
fitness? 4mths ago..
i didnt know i was sooo rusty.. simple stretches bleii luper??
i totall made a fool of maself la..
lagi malu when pelapis from bishan turun almukminin..
wallaoooweii... thank god sherri was there taking up warm up...
that is like so hard for me to catch up..
ma fitness level rabak pe???
with eyla w would say..
"EYLA, I NID TRAINING!!"
she'll gonna say,
"TRAIN LARRRRR JGN TUNGGU AKU, PEMALAZ!!"
LOL.
that's wad besties are for.. screw u when u screw urself.. LOL.
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Ok training time banyak main uh.. standard. tho without ryin it's kinda
BLAND!
it's not a trio without the 3 gilas in gelanggang!!
nonetheless..
as a pair, it's enuf for evryone to notice our crappy nonsense,
and you'll know they notice, it's when all the pelapis' eyes are on you,
and they go "snicker, snicker, snicker"...
giving that *im-trying-to-be-serious*
smile-slash-laugh....
LOL.
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then the word im kinda scared to hear...
"sparring time"
darn it.. in ma hart i was lyke..
'yan u shuddup and kip urself hidden'
i dun wanna fight coz i wasnt confident yet after the last defeat from a beginner...
but after fighting azmi, and i did applied some techniques and some
sort 'won' and fighting ma coach kinda boost ma confidence..
but...
im still not fully confident.
hmm then so far so good. noone called me.. then..............* scary music interlude*
**BAM BAM BAM**
*i spoke to soon*
"YAN VS FAD"
damned!!!!
i rejected at ferst then allllllllllll forced me... im sooo freaking nrvous lar...
wah the word "pasang" and "mula"
is lyke piercing thru ma hart uh...
Skali, i can apply evrytthing i learnt uh and i kinda 'won'..
waaa.. im so proud of maself..
even ma coach n peepz was impressed...
idk wad got into me.. for me to beat an experienced fighter, 2 thumbs up la seyy..
*puji diri nampak?? idong kembang*
LOL.
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After silat my coach said this..
"yan, lepas nie kiter gi jamming"..
me.
"jamming aper"
him.
"jamming kompang uh.. ang zul da tau maen selang.."
me.
"LOL"
of all things.. ahaha...
cute ryte ma coach!!!
hahaha..
nak jamming kompang..
talk about kompang, they all mastered 'lalu' but none masterd
'selang' except for me n azmi.
i didnt know it was that difficult for them..
but then da 'jammin' *LOL*
smuer da pandai uh maen kompang... ahahahaha...
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today, tuesday.
practically i had nothing on until i got a call and old silat fren, M.
walaoooo.. miss him sia..
*ouh btw hunnies out there.. my ppd is low. i can get free incmg calls tho. CALL ME!!*
hmm called him from 11am till 3pm. then he met me at home.
we lepaked... sparred at home..
then went for silat...
im in love w silat seyy LOL..
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hmm now im gonna have to put ma bike kinda on hold as the cash aint flowing
in.. kinda in a family situation uh... hmm... money n family.. ma weakness uh..
but i have bro, Vyang, M, BFFs and silat to keep me happy..
im thankful to god for that..
alhamdulilah!!
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Ryan out!!

Saturday, November 29, 2008

What a week.

Hmm.. definitely the week has passed and ive not
been updating for some time, practically im rather pissed at some people,
hanged out with some people,
met some old-tyme people,
seen my loved people and
am sad and dissapointed at some people.
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Last Sunday, i went to my 801. i did a silly mistake and was kinda given
a immediate failure, nonetheless, i got a freaking 38 points!
pfftt..
"obstruction to traffic"
LOL.
Then i went to along's and spent time there.
after a long call by V. appreciated it V.
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Monday i got a date w dad.
to punggol clinic. for some obatz..
LOL.
practically spent the whole day at nyai house...
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Tue
i had 2 dreams of V and happens that he came by ma crib and
spent tyme with me, and even had the muses kicking in..
telling you i love having V as a fren??
definitely...
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Wed.
another date w V spent tyme from morning till night.
we ate, chilled and etc..
then i met bro for a while.
went a few rounds on his bike and he sent me home.
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Thurs.
date w miza to meet muthiah.
meeting about me having an interview w hua yi.
hmm.. then met w ma lovelies..
miza, ghani n yusuf.
we went to causeway point to watch QUARANTINE!!!
awesome movie.. but out of 5 popcorns, it deserved a 3.
pfftt..
mabok ader adelah after watching it.
hmm... i really liked spending tyme w them.. tk penah sey whole day w
them...
then im off to silat..
i was so excited for training..
hmm but training wasnt that good la.
as abg zul not ard and zaf n fad was taking charge.
yawn!!
but then azmi kicked in. then it got awesome.
i finally know wad to do.
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Friday.
the dae of the interview.
hmm..
okok la.. but the teacher macam tak nak uh.
im like whatever la.
he wants me to design a programme for lower sec n upper sec.
i tot become a pe teacher je..
mcm2 plak mintak.
anw im alry clocking in hours coaching n helping out with ma coach doing silats
and events.
alhamdulilah dapat. carine approves.
if i cant get a job, im turning into a fulltyme FOC silat coach.
I dun mind ah..
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saturday
the clinic..
i was soooooo excited for it.
met sherri at JP and had lunch, then off to bishan in cab,
the sparring was awesome..
ma partner during training was Azmi.
one thing i can tell u abt him?
He's an awesome teacher/coach.
he will literally make you understand wad to do n wad not to do..
unlike some people i know *roll eyes*
his instructions is clear, understandable and practical.
saper yang tk leii tangkap tu memang bodoh orang nyer..
he reminded me of bro..
**which the promise of training me, im still holding!**
i seriusly miss him la.
hmm.. he's always busy meeting others..
*wonders who*
like no time for me je..
haix...
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Sunday.. tomorro..
azmi ajak go for kompang..
macan's team.
i dun mind actually but morning i got pract and i may be meeting
cousin. hmm.. cousin or macan??
oh which btw, macan is work now.
work or outing??
dammit.
i think 50-50
but i'll explain to cousin...
see how..
i dun know wad other plans may cook up tomooro..
which me luck for ma 801.
im so excited..
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Ryan out!

**tRacKdOwN**