my saving grace...

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Spending time with fellow Fitness loves are so my thing!

Spent my whole day at Science Centre 'learning' about water, human body, electricity, marine animals, dinosaurs.... the list just goes on and on...
apparently attendance from my class is super excellent!! only 6 ppl!!! me yul eyla ryin arip n jaga. that't it. full stop!

surprised? watever.


wel we were brought there to like actually learn. but ended up, everyone just started fooling around and camwhored throughout the whole trip. Riyan is expecting an email from liah n pictures from his bff Eyla. but for now, riyan is only going to upload his share of the pictures.
some "trailer" pictures for you here..


visit http://dralfariyan89.multiply.com/ for more pictures n videos.

"*videos of FT clowns, trying to immitate the silat athletes there.*
riyan ryin ghani arip n esp eyla! haha.. funny stuff!"
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The most irritating children from HELL! Making uneccessary noises!!

On our freakin way to MAKAN!


Hmm.. eyla's worried about sumtin tt ryin is suspicious of... hmmmm...

The macam "pahamness" of the FT students..

Thanks for reading.

Do visit my multiply...

Ryan out!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Clearly, my language has been deteriorating.. (im having problems spelling this mind you!!)


Iwas blog hoppin, multiply surfin, ketchup-ing (mcD's frenster) and what i notice is, language used by other fellow singaporeans are getting from *bluerksz* to *va-va-vooom*!



I mean i feel like as if my english had been going from 'acceptable' to hell's hole.i dont know what's wrong with me. i think ive spent to much with people that doesnt converse in english for way way way tooo long. im even starting to either speak like apekz or pakcikz. the english either very cina or very the melayu.

See what i mean? hmm despite all these, i still have the ability to pick out other people's bad english and to those who practises excellent english, i salute you! i know how it feels to be around people that cant converse properly. thing is, im becoming like them. my english is becoming *cimpalakkk*

But of course those who do "speaking" i urge you to stop. you're embarassing firstly, yourself. next your family, then your friends and not forgetting your race. then there's the whole kaum. be it islam or watever. you see my point here? starting from now on, im practising good english. i dont care..

Cannot tahan leii like this.. singlish is soooooo not my thing. darn those singlish speaking people... they just made me stoop to their level of intellegence !!!



BEFORE ANYONE DID ANYTHING,
RIYAN
DID EVERYTHING... Im Out!

PLEASE STOP ANIMAL CRUELTY!

Hmm. i dun get it with people. why result to animal cruelty? Why are you so hartless? why? why must you harm animals tt arent harming anyone? u castrate bulls, mark them with hot rods, cut piglets tails and ears, cut of chicken beaks and etc.
how i wish someone will do that to you!! i hate people whu treats animal with disrespect!! they have feelings too! fark la!

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hmm for ma peepz. i am updating ma multiply pics. visit my site yeah.


anak2 macan n nabila huda




Ryan's girlfriends.. Berox orion fern N shullie



Beloved aunty Kak Yan n Hubby Abg Luqman Hakim

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ryan out!

Today is his last day..

with a heavy heart. ryan bids mr azlan kames farewell.

all those time we spent time together.
when we joked.
when we fight.
when we had problems.
when we faced discriminations from others.
you were there.

you even had to face the music to your superiors thanks to some of the bad apples (amongst us) and didnt even whine a bit.
but it wasnt in vain.
you thought us the skills to survive in life and now you are leaving us.

thank you so much for being there. u even helped me personally on accounts one time too many.

with that i would like to bid a good farewell to my beloved class advisor aka lan kekek..
XOXO.

we'll always cherish the memoirs created.=)

ryan out. ;(

Sunday, July 13, 2008

my weekends

hmm wad weekends exactly?
boring ones.

friday. was forced to work la. i did party. this BEEGEEs family. saket hati uh. the children so effing degil. haix. but then when i get feedback, they saed it's excellent. altho i was so pedas to her and i was so kurangajar with her children. oh well BGs are like tt i guess.

saturday as usual werk. haix. met along ferst tho. early morning for brunch. we ate OCK. yummz. hmm then had to go to work. plus i have a lot of things to do. and i left at 6pm. and met bestie anne. we went to city hall breeks to have dinner. bestie anne, berox n shully was there. even a stranger was w us. faizal. man u r sooooo awkward around us lorr.. haha..
we gave anna a surprise MASSIVE ATTACK chocolate icecream with candles and such. IT WAS HER BDAE SURPRISE!.haha, hmm overall experience? i love it! onli tt it hurts my pocket la! haix.. i only had 30 bucks, i spent 20 bucks. my fish n shrimp lafayette is 16.70 plus anne's oce cream was 5 bucks and that's about it la.. im damned broke. tak per. once in a while. even my calories were above average on tt day.. haix..

now. sunday. im heading to PSK. watchin abg fite.this time i aint missing it and i wanna record it ryte in front. the one ryin n eyla record was shaky.. haha..
*but thx tho. i didnt miss the fite. i still get to see it*
now im meeting them at sports hall la. haix.. the ticket is 10BUCKZ sia!! freaking expensive la.. i hope todae abg will like lepak for a while or sumtin. hmm.. im bored la.. then da lamer nvr lepak w him kan like rindu like tt.

ok then. till here.. will update again.
ryan out!

Friday, July 11, 2008

You will never know tired unless u try circuit training.

Ok. so my week was a supra tiring one.

Mon, i didnt go to school as i deceided to not go. none of the bffs went anyways. but i took my FTT and i pass. finally after failure of my fte twice! so next stop, PRACTICAL CAR! the waet at bbdc is horrible man 3 hrs of waeting!! i was almost late for macan lor and i was dead famished. oh yar bumped into this ft jan07 guy i 4got his effing name la. damned it he seems like a nice guy.

tuesday yeah. my ferst dae of school. as usual i was late. overslept and caused eyla 13 missed call. last call i picked up, she screamed in anger at me. i was too sleepy to hear, all i hear is blahblahblah, rain. haha..
ok after school, i was bored. lepak 4 a while and then went for my RTPs. i booked 3 sessions. all worth it lor! haha.. i tell u y later.
A nd then back home to sleep.

wed. i big dae for me. school end at 11am. lepak w bbfs. after HELL CIRCUIT TRAINING!!! im having my 3rd tyme running repeating my 1.02. i know. pathetic ryte! this time im more expert at stopping n etc. haha.. while awaiting for the results....... then finalyy with the help of instructor johnny too i was able to pass the subject. and *thanks cuzzin for the arm warmer.* i came in handy. i was sooo overjoyed!

thurs. nuttin much. eyla n ryin paitao me to school.. so practically evryone's clique wasnt there la. i was with ekin, ais n jaga. of all ppl? i know. haha. so we went to class, strength training.
*btw im still fat! dammit*
then selling technique and then off home after lunch. went home, slept and went for my RTE.
i passed!!! wee~~~ ferst try. 90% min. kewlness..

fridae. bffs came. ryin had stomach upset and were merlion-ing the whole dae. we met R__ sooo sombong lor. i mean he seems like a nice guy, a looker, gr8 features skali SOMBONG! and to the max. i mean, u r frens w like FT ppl man. tk perlu aper smbg. biler ahmad arab ader je ko nk step maner nyer baek. oh yar. ahmad was there. kewlness.. i miss him kepe. then i went to work.. now im sleepy and im turning in.. nights!

ryan out!

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

THe truth about love..

hmm you'll never know they true meaning about love until uve met people that shows TRUE LOVE to you. i read deary eyla's blog and wad ady wrote about her really made me wekk..
i have never regretted declaring them as my bestfrens.
i have never been exposed to true love until ive met them.
i love them sooo much..too much in fact..

my bestfrens:
to sufiyan.
the big brother i nver had. i love u so much. uve shown me wad are my true potential thru ways that can be seem harsh. but at the end of the dae, it's ur werds n ur teachings that really make me use my brain and think!. we've been thru soo much together, and we manage to stay brothers thruout, despite of all the fights n anger felt between us.. ure still there for me. i love u sooo much!

to eyla n ryin.
each of different personalities. but each with her own stregths. ryin with her robust waes but at the same time a gentle person and is the most flexible person ive been with.. i love u hunnie.. hmm i treat her like my adek ok! anyone dare to hurt her, i swear i'll curse ur whole damned entire generation. and then there's eyla. without her, im a wreck! she's my brain, she my hart, she's my laughter and sometimes my tears. and i am that to her. she is a twin of mine. but a female version of me. hmm i really appreciate her alwaes being there for me and always sorting my problems for me. thanks hunnie. i harts u!

to ayul, shul, myra, anna and sherri.
hmm u guys are alwaes on standby to listen to my evry woes. ILYT!
of which wout u i cant stand on my own 2 legs.

to my dearest aunt, kak yan.
i love you sooooo much. uve helped me thru and thru and in ur family ur then only one i love next to nyai. but you know theyre full of lies and deceit and i know that theyre lying as i am of their blood. but u, u r the most sincerest person and the most honourable human i can ever look out to. and i hope ur husband will treat u well. i love u kak yan

to my mother.
the bestfren that ive had since i was just a bloodclot in ur womb. i love you ibu! i will never wanna see you cry again. after the 19 years of hell uve been thru w my family n my frens n my enemies and my crap u r STILL there for me. i love u soooo much.. may god bless u...

to my late grandmother.
wan, tho uve moved on, and after that 5 mths of hell of depression i was in, finally i and u are at rest. i no longer feel the lost. i accept u as one of God's now. we shall meet one day, some day, in heaven. love you so!

hmm.. readers. u'll never know how much ppl love u till there taken away from u.. so.. take care of them. u are blessed w them. and they re blessed to have u.. god bless!

hmm.. take care yeah!
ryan out!

Friday, July 04, 2008

happiness followed by anger..

ytd, hmm well i did the evaluation and i did awesome! and also managed to applied fo the provisional.
that really made my day.
met cousin spent more than 20 bucks on food.
from b.gombak to b.batok to cck to b.panjang to jelapang to cck again to jeast to bugis to toa payoh and back home. aint happy about the travelling trying to find sumtin that obviously is difficult to find. i give up. not bothering to find it anymore.

today, had ma practical..
the damned instructor is giving me a hard time plus the goddamned hot weather and the jacket and im wearin contacts and wadever that can actualli go wrong la.
ugh! so fucked up.. i was soooo pissed at him i swear to u i can just knock him down mann.
. damn that apek.. worlds apart between strict and rude la.. he saed his teaching is strict.. UP YOURS!
and then ended up i gotta repeat tt subject.. i was also angry at maself coz i did expect maself to be soo kaku.. well i did and then finding the right gear is also fucked up.. cibai.. yellin and yellin how to learn. naseb ma 1st tyme. malay boy 2nd tyme. chinese auntie, FREAKIN 5th tyme lor!
with tt kind of instructors, noone will maju.. haix..

to destress, i met beloved eyla n khalid. to have dinner. at zamzam.. we spent freakin 31 bucks on briyani n murtabak la.. fakkawi!! angry sia.. but then nice meal la.. and then we went shoppin.. me bought star pendant and khalid bought tt female pants. haha.. hmm.. wadeve.. as long as u can flaunt it.. and flaunt it well. it's irregardless of sex. haha..
hmm then sent princess home and then off back home. hmm.. i lost ma mood right after the train headed to boonlay. i think abt today. poor khalid, tried to be nice to me but i was 24.7 checkin the phone. as i was angry my whole planning disrupted due to the failure la.. hmm argH!
i dun handle failure tt well dont i? hmm..

i am a perfectionist afterall.. see what i mean. hmm.. angry angry angry!!!

ryan out!

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