hmm you'll never know they true meaning about love until uve met people that shows TRUE LOVE to you. i read deary eyla's blog and wad ady wrote about her really made me wekk..
i have never regretted declaring them as my bestfrens.
i have never been exposed to true love until ive met them.
i love them sooo much..too much in fact..
my bestfrens:
to sufiyan.
the big brother i nver had. i love u so much. uve shown me wad are my true potential thru ways that can be seem harsh. but at the end of the dae, it's ur werds n ur teachings that really make me use my brain and think!. we've been thru soo much together, and we manage to stay brothers thruout, despite of all the fights n anger felt between us.. ure still there for me. i love u sooo much!
to eyla n ryin.
each of different personalities. but each with her own stregths. ryin with her robust waes but at the same time a gentle person and is the most flexible person ive been with.. i love u hunnie.. hmm i treat her like my adek ok! anyone dare to hurt her, i swear i'll curse ur whole damned entire generation. and then there's eyla. without her, im a wreck! she's my brain, she my hart, she's my laughter and sometimes my tears. and i am that to her. she is a twin of mine. but a female version of me. hmm i really appreciate her alwaes being there for me and always sorting my problems for me. thanks hunnie. i harts u!
to ayul, shul, myra, anna and sherri.
hmm u guys are alwaes on standby to listen to my evry woes. ILYT!
of which wout u i cant stand on my own 2 legs.
to my dearest aunt, kak yan.
i love you sooooo much. uve helped me thru and thru and in ur family ur then only one i love next to nyai. but you know theyre full of lies and deceit and i know that theyre lying as i am of their blood. but u, u r the most sincerest person and the most honourable human i can ever look out to. and i hope ur husband will treat u well. i love u kak yan
to my mother.
the bestfren that ive had since i was just a bloodclot in ur womb. i love you ibu! i will never wanna see you cry again. after the 19 years of hell uve been thru w my family n my frens n my enemies and my crap u r STILL there for me. i love u soooo much.. may god bless u...
to my late grandmother.
wan, tho uve moved on, and after that 5 mths of hell of depression i was in, finally i and u are at rest. i no longer feel the lost. i accept u as one of God's now. we shall meet one day, some day, in heaven. love you so!
hmm.. readers. u'll never know how much ppl love u till there taken away from u.. so.. take care of them. u are blessed w them. and they re blessed to have u.. god bless!
hmm.. take care yeah!
ryan out!