my saving grace...

Saturday, November 29, 2008

What a week.

Hmm.. definitely the week has passed and ive not
been updating for some time, practically im rather pissed at some people,
hanged out with some people,
met some old-tyme people,
seen my loved people and
am sad and dissapointed at some people.
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Last Sunday, i went to my 801. i did a silly mistake and was kinda given
a immediate failure, nonetheless, i got a freaking 38 points!
pfftt..
"obstruction to traffic"
LOL.
Then i went to along's and spent time there.
after a long call by V. appreciated it V.
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Monday i got a date w dad.
to punggol clinic. for some obatz..
LOL.
practically spent the whole day at nyai house...
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Tue
i had 2 dreams of V and happens that he came by ma crib and
spent tyme with me, and even had the muses kicking in..
telling you i love having V as a fren??
definitely...
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Wed.
another date w V spent tyme from morning till night.
we ate, chilled and etc..
then i met bro for a while.
went a few rounds on his bike and he sent me home.
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Thurs.
date w miza to meet muthiah.
meeting about me having an interview w hua yi.
hmm.. then met w ma lovelies..
miza, ghani n yusuf.
we went to causeway point to watch QUARANTINE!!!
awesome movie.. but out of 5 popcorns, it deserved a 3.
pfftt..
mabok ader adelah after watching it.
hmm... i really liked spending tyme w them.. tk penah sey whole day w
them...
then im off to silat..
i was so excited for training..
hmm but training wasnt that good la.
as abg zul not ard and zaf n fad was taking charge.
yawn!!
but then azmi kicked in. then it got awesome.
i finally know wad to do.
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Friday.
the dae of the interview.
hmm..
okok la.. but the teacher macam tak nak uh.
im like whatever la.
he wants me to design a programme for lower sec n upper sec.
i tot become a pe teacher je..
mcm2 plak mintak.
anw im alry clocking in hours coaching n helping out with ma coach doing silats
and events.
alhamdulilah dapat. carine approves.
if i cant get a job, im turning into a fulltyme FOC silat coach.
I dun mind ah..
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saturday
the clinic..
i was soooooo excited for it.
met sherri at JP and had lunch, then off to bishan in cab,
the sparring was awesome..
ma partner during training was Azmi.
one thing i can tell u abt him?
He's an awesome teacher/coach.
he will literally make you understand wad to do n wad not to do..
unlike some people i know *roll eyes*
his instructions is clear, understandable and practical.
saper yang tk leii tangkap tu memang bodoh orang nyer..
he reminded me of bro..
**which the promise of training me, im still holding!**
i seriusly miss him la.
hmm.. he's always busy meeting others..
*wonders who*
like no time for me je..
haix...
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Sunday.. tomorro..
azmi ajak go for kompang..
macan's team.
i dun mind actually but morning i got pract and i may be meeting
cousin. hmm.. cousin or macan??
oh which btw, macan is work now.
work or outing??
dammit.
i think 50-50
but i'll explain to cousin...
see how..
i dun know wad other plans may cook up tomooro..
which me luck for ma 801.
im so excited..
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Saturday, November 22, 2008

Hmm.. it got good.

I was suddenly in the mood for lot of stuff..
but
letme let you guys in on ma latest updates.
I took ma 601 twice, ferst time one was a careless mistake of
"follow-the-matsalleh"..
Went for a second round. matsalleh was in 701. darn!!
okok. so yeah.
i went and passed as he wanted to see independant riding,
so i showed him the independentness of being me la..
it worked! str8 away i booked ma 701! today. 2.10pm.
before tt i met Vyang who apprently
was very adorable!
he wished me luck! aww so sweet...
and then i met bro's sis to exhange the earpiece..
apparently she lost ma
rubber tip of the earpiece...
hmph!
nonetheless.. i got the extra picecs of the rubber tips and
replaced it,
hmmm since i passed 701, aka U TURN n Right turn,
hmm i bought maself some food to appease myself..
hehe...
then went to cousin's and KRK, yet again,.,
with flu n stuffy nose,
my voice sounds so Austin Powers!!
hahaha..
LOL....
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till here then,
tmr's ma 801.
wish me luck ppl!!!!
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BTW, hua yi sec replied ma email,
they're interested to hear about the internship.
hmm gotta call mR M!!!
inform him!
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RYAN OUT!

Friday, November 21, 2008

Hmm.. not exactly ma thing.

Hmm, ok. so monday was sucky as i totally lost focus and did not
do well in silat i and i was so angry with myself and i felt as if ive let ma coach down as
he's expecting a good fighter in me.
To be honest, the silat clinic was kinda the start of me messing up.
Seems like im spiralling into a whirlpool of mass disorientation..
OK. monday was a start.
nuttin much in the day...
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My tuesday was rather dull too.
supposed to be ma ferst day of work at cathay.
yes.
i got the job that evryone wanted.
i wanted it so much.
but when i got it, im not sure if i liked it.
i signed some papers and set off home.
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I cant recall what i did.
but..
On wednesday,
ok today was officially ma ferst day, that i start work.
nuttin much really, i got into FNB, the line which i was trying to avoid!
concess they call it.
Surprisingly ma neighbour from ma block happens to be ma colleague,
and~
he knows my best frens.
amazing.
but, im not a fan of him. maybe not yet.
and then there's this guy, trying to be funny with me.
cmon guy. im not warmed up to the place yet.
uh-uh. bad move. the joked he cracked?
spoiled ma mood totally.
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Serving popcorn, hotdog and etc.
not exactly wad i had in mind.
as i aimed USHER job.
cmon la. FNB?
when was the last tyme i made a burger??
im a freaking manager la.
i manage people and customers not food...
use to but that was lyke 2 years ago!!!!
now i had to re-learn how to make a hotdog bun.
pfft!
damned.
okok. since newbie takpe i do it...
hygiene???
uh-uh. they're the worst.
it's like wokring back in shangri-la rasa sentosa..
back in 2007..
totally disgusting.
that's y i quit.
here, they
wear glove, to prepare food,
but theyre using the hand that's isnt gloved.
tok about gross.
On top of that the people there ate popcorn from the big box they serve people!!
im so never gonna buy food from cinemas ever agian..
never from hotel, never from cinema,.
dont start on airport with me...
eew~
I TOT MCD was disgusting.
but it seems mcd is the best in food business la..
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Thurday.
no work as we're celebrating ma dad's bdae.
kinda refreshing seeing the family again,
but i felt awkwardness.
i mean they're so "family"
and me and ma sibs are so NOT.
for me tho, sumtimes, i dun blend in
with ma family paternal and maternal side.
not just that, i dun blend in well with people..
what's up with that????
anyone explain it??
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Oh ya. i passed ma 6.01.
im heading for 7.01 soon.
hmm..
i hope i got it out of ma system as ma TP is on the 14 jan.
and some of ma fren's too.
hmm co-incidence..
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Hmm... till then..
Ryan ouT

Sunday, November 16, 2008

I guess im gonna be a hanger.. Im hangin there..

Short of cash..
short of tyme..
short of fun..
short of hope..
short of life..
short of love...
short of happiness..
short of YOU...
hmmm..
Im short of evrything.....
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Hmm nuff said about this... Hmm last saturday was a dear fren's bdae, Ghani's 18th. Congratz bro. I didnt manage to wish him. But i did finally after i met him on one of the days...
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Monday i went to school.
evryone misses me. but hey they went back to square one after
reasling bff wasnt there with me.
Hmm wad can i say.
Went to clementi, met some of ma frens, conducted a NAPFA test.
Prolly the day time is not ma day. But
come towards the night, it got kinda awesome.
Got ma ferst fight at almukminin.
Opponent was Fad.
hmm it hurt man!
but well.. nak blaja silat, DONT WHINE!
da lepas silat, me azmi, naz and putra w loves lepak at jeast library...
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Tuesday
Dad's bdae...
Happy bdae Ayah...
hmm it slipped my mind but i managed to wish him anywho..
the day i was the captain's ball referee at wdlnds pri.
it was kinda fun then i had to leave as i had motor pract and didn t want to miss it
and amazingly, i passed my 502...!!!
syukur..
then i proceeded home.
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Wednesday
i was damned tired out from the week and had to report at clem to do
napfa test. again!
but this time, she was there..
my heart stopped..
she's even cuter now...
dang!
The morning i had a dream of late granma..
in telekong..
i miss you granma..
*sedekahkan alfateha kpd Allahyarhamma Hajjah Banon*
then after the attchment
i went for car pract...
hmm it was fun...
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Thursday
i was practically at home doing nothing after in the morning met
cousin and then went to make our PDLs.
then bro called.
i miss him sooo much la..
love u bro!!
hmm then went to silat..
again,
there was a fight but not with me..
after that we went home straight wile on the phone w bff eyla..
i miss u honey!!
*hugs*
hmm.. i miss evryone la..
hmm..
then went home and slept the night off..
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Friday
Today if Hyrulnizam Jumaat of the Young Lions bdae..
hahaha...
happens to be one of ma close frens..
happy 22nd bdae bro..
imy a lot sia..
Did pretty much nothin but i did went to 601 w cuzin
hmm, follow tt mat salleh sampai i fail w her. dang!
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SAturday
Today is ma fav day..
the silat clinic.
the day i quit Z for..
hahaa..
the day i got bumps and bruises..
5hourss of hell..
but fun.
then we went to causeway for MADAGASCAR 2...
w sherri n ryin..
then,
met ekin,
vanz,
zetty,
kak ct...
banyak nyer...
hahaha...
hmm..
went home, nursed ma injuries, and slept.
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Sunday
im lovin in..
bro met me at ma crib.. da lamer tak lepak w him sia..
i freakin miss him la..
hmm..
krk and watch movie at home,
played computer..
jalan2..
ma head is spinning like hell tho..
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I cant waet for monday!!!!
training, dapat rembat orang!!
wee~~
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To u, thanks for grabbing evry single opportunity to keep me at
bay and leave me lonesome.
you have shown me that wout u, i can survive.
you stole evrything i own and kept it for yourself,
promise shit to me,
makin me sad, heartbroken and angry all the time,
to think you called me a friend?
that's such an insult.
damn you hater!
once again, syabas bitch!
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Sunday, November 09, 2008

Hmm updates.

Hmm sorry guys for the slow rate of update.
Im been pretty busy these few days.
FYI,
Ive quitted ma job!! wee~~~
but dont celebrate as yet. Im not free also,
coz the things that ive missed out when i was working,
i have to do in now.. family, frens and responsibilities caught up..
My pay? hmmph.. let's not talk about it;
im almost broke. im hanging on here..
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ok. here's the thing, after i sent the resignation letter,
a day later,
E sent me an email saying i was terminated..
pfftt. please la. grow up.
i threw u ferst. not the other way round.
anyways,
ngan padan muker dier. for those who have read my resignation letter,
yeah.,..
it was harsh.
i slammed it in that bitch's face.
I made it so sarcastic and professional at the same time..
maner tak member bingit..
haha..
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Not to worry as my lecturer supports me..
wee~
ok updates..
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Friday...
Vy called me and we chatted for a long long time.
4hours to be exact.
hearing his voice after long is like a sense of relive.
he's the penawar rindu...
of which the night before, we called and chatted for 3 hours straight.
hmm i cant quite recall what i did last friday,
but i did went for 502.
and failed yet again..
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SAturday..
BUSY DAY!
ferst ting in the morining, RC n 502.
which i failed. yet again..
then go to dhoby ghaut, met roxy,
then went round n round bugis searching high and low for a certain shoppe,
got ma gloves, bag and etc...
cousin got her helmet...
then met ryin and eyla..
hug them,
then off to cck to search
for food and went to cousin's for krk...
sang ma hart out and then off home,
made composition as requested by bro,
dad's letter and back to sleep...
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SUnday..
hmm..
woke up,
went for RC.
excellent.
502.
excellent. even the insrtructors ssays so
but then i fell at crank course...
FUCK!
nvm in coming again...
ahhaha..
now i know wad's wrong...
actualli by right i would only get 6 points je.. hahaha..
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tmr gotta report to FT dept.
hmm..
till then ryan ouT!

Thursday, November 06, 2008

U've done it... U MADE MY MIND UP FOR ME...

I guess ***** being a b*tch in a way helped me.
Hmm i've made ma decision. yeap.
thanks. A lot.
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She tried to call me even on ma off day.
That was it. U crossed the line.
A very fine one i might add...
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Hmm wednesday.
Hmm i tot by taking up a new car instructor,
preferbly a chinese one i wouldnt clash into old instructor,R,
apparently i was calling up anne again and again worrying that
my is R standing near my new instructor.
Amek ko, HE IS MY NEW instructor.
My life in inter-twine wif his la!!
dammit. but thing is,
HE DOESNT RECOGNISE ME!
not one bit.
he didnt notice the name, the IC, the HP num.
WTF.
but ferst day je da awesome.
we started drving out on the road driving around jeast, gombak, bb.
hmm fun but then again, have to stop for me to buy his breakfast la wateverla..
haix..
practically the reason y i left him for another instrutor!
overall i did enjoy the drive it was refreshing.
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Went back home, changed and then headed to nyai's house.
Great.
No one's at home.
my dad's asleep.
i sat down, fell asleep,
woke up to a heavy rain outside and being almost late for pract.
naseb baek can make it on time.
for RC instructor Nastron is very nice and very likeable.
i learnt a lot from him!
then 502...
Md Azhar.
i tot malay kan, can pass la..
fakkawi!
he failed me medadak.
from a 2 imm failure n 26 demerit,
to 1 imm failure n 20 demerit,
to now 0 imm failure and 32 god damn demerit.
i was like WTF!!!!!!
he never see i check ma junction n stuff uh?
he failed me because i didnt check blind spot. 12 dem points there!!
if i never check blindspot, which i did, often, can i be driving out at public road in a
car 4 times the size of a motorcycle?????????????
isk this guy uh so ridiculus tau! pfft!
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then i realised shit i was late.
my date w cuzin was at 7pm.
it was alry 8pm.
that guy bbl drag2 until 8?!! no wonder the place from kosong become full when i
was a bout to leave the rider's waiting area..
then a called her apparently "cuz" paitao cuzin...
haix...
on her bdae??
i was so like angry at "cuz"
urgh!
then i decided, im treating you to a birthday
dinner at Siam kitchen.
we ate to our hearts content and left.
yeap.
we had fun, and we even toked the whole nyte....
haha
last train from cck to bn lay, 12 midnite.
must take note of that...
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went home and bro msg me..
aww.. i soooo sooo miss him la..
that guy needs urut big tyme la.. badan asik cramp je,
ask him to come ma house i give him full body for free tak nak..
jual mahal.. nak *8888* yang urut...
watever..
nak suro urut pn nk pilih orang, here i am, gud at sumting,
he dunwanna make use of me...
dumbo. haha..
anw we talked on the phone for sooo long,
me missing his voise so much finally got a penawar just by hearing him speak,
hmm did i actualli went to sleep.
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today,
im sending anne to JB w he Bf..
going by train and
then im fetchin myra from work..
yeah...
see how this best fren tries to make all his sayangs happy?
hmm..
i love all my bestfren..
how i wish i can marry them all..
all at one shot..
haha.. deng...
or.. marry someone that has all their traits!!
im waeting...
hopefull god grants me a girl that has all my bffs traits...
i'll be head over heels man!!!!
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Ryan Out!!

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

It became a hurricane of negativity..

Just as i tot things' cant get any worse, it did.
this is my story.
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SAturday
the past week was so much of work that i fell sick and today didnt
help at all. I was so sick that i tot today was a FRIDAY. So i woke up at 10am not realising the timing at all. Cousin gave me a ring followed by my bro.
Both were shocked that i wasnt at werk. They were asking
"What time you wokring? arent you suppose to be at work?"
My reply?
"no la today i work at 2pm."
Them.
"r u sure? hmm klah usually u werk morning ryte on weekends.."
Me.
"what d'ya mean? it's friday wad"
Them.
" friday?!! it's freaking saturday alry la deyy wad have you been doing?"
Me.
"WHAT????!!!!!!!! Shit im late. IMma have to call you back.."
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So i tot the responsible thing to do was to inform the supervisor ryte?
WRONG!
With a BITCH as a supervisor, ur life can nver be easier!!
I text her.
"Sorry ****** Im super late as i've overslept. Do you still need me to come? As i may take a longer time to reach Bedok at this timing."
SHE.
"YES. What type of question is that? Now the question comes back as How many off days are you about to barter off? Be here by 10.30am"
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**dear readers please take note that i stay in JURONG WEST EXTENTION. The deepest part of JURONG. half an hour to get to Bedok? No no No... EAST COAST PARK!
Syabas! I salute the way she thinks! Clearly that Masters in Sports Management taught her how to be "CLEVER". Yeap! REALLY "CLEVER"**
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Da abes keje? She gave me a earful of 45mins, thus making me loose sleep for SUNDAY!
WTF kan? common sense tak you waste my time, i come home late, i wake up late.
BTW, she ended ma work on Friday at 10pm.
By the time i reach BoonLAy? 12.25am Just nice for me to miss the last bus home.
I had to walk home.
CB!!!!!!!!!
Expecting the worse? yes. Sunday i was 1/2 an hour late. she gave me a farking look!
i was sick and i have to face shit from her.
Clearly i dont expect people to understand me but most people are.
Some are just difficult to get thru.
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From my crap, readers, you may think im playing victim.
you think like that??
how bout one week of you in my shoes?
you hate the place that you're wokring,
you hate the boss,
the boss despises you,
you hate the job,
the boss throws her job at you,
when you did it she went thru evry single mistakes saying
you are a careless human and is never good at what you do,
and you're reporting at five,
MIND YOU,
FIVE!
freaking work locations.
at your own expense,
having to deliver heavy products thru n fro centres,
at your own free time,
even that you get reprimanded again and again by this BITCH that barks
at you 24/7,
and you trying your hardest to make ends meet,
hold in your anger SOooooooooooooooo much that you are at the brink of crying,
again and again,
that kinda stress,
which is depriving you from sleep, and mentally torturing you,
and when the mental one is continuous,
another tortures you physically,
and on top of that, top of my "WONDERFUL" list of NEgative 'sundae'
the cherry, FAMILY PROBLEMS!
now see who's the victim and who's giving their sugesstion
telling me wad i shud have done.
Tell me your opinion now.
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Hmm saturday nyte, i called bro whu happend to be out with my love.
then both decided to punk'd me.,, nice thought. if i wasnt angry i would have found it funny.
AKU BARU KENEK MARAH DENGAN BOSS FOR LIKE THE WHOLE DAY ADN YOU GUYS ARE PLAYING A PRANK ON ME? ARE YOU FREAKING STUPID AND OUT OF YOUR MINDS?
I was so angry at them i screamed at bro and wouldnt answer any of their calls.
*round of applause to you guys uh*
apparently i was ok when i cooled down.
we all forgave each others and that was that.
hmm never i was so angry and these two people and they broke the record.
bestnye korang!
tapikan, we'll look at this one day and laugh...
we were laughing that nyte itself btw.. haha.. silly mistake...
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Sunday was kinda normal but i had to make a lot of phonecalls.
cutting it here.
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Monday.
alledgely my official off day?
postponed.
work at tradehub and storhub.
location?
thub-jeast, shub-kallang.
start at 8 ends at 3pm.
4pm rush to bbdc for my 502 which i failed again.
darn it.
but better.
26 points and 1 immediate failure.
i could have gotten 10points. i know what to do now. hehe..
then rushed to silat.
i have missed silat for so long that im losing a lot from it.
it is ma passion and it is a responsibility to attend it.
my kewajipan.
competitions or friendly are coming up close and for our base,
none of us can even fight properly.
abg zul came out with a Clinic.
intensive trg. 15 nov. *nnt u read abt this*
so i signed up paid for it. 5 hour clinic and is expected to can actualli fight by the end of
the clinic.
and we may have to go JB for friendlys.
then i had to chill out.
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Tues.
worked at Storhub.
VERY TIRING.
Physically i was drained. Mentally, im dead.
so i just did wadever i can.
then went home at 4pm.
i was so tired.
i slept the moment i touched the pillow.
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Wednesday...
IM OFF.
still i got lots to do.
morning. car pract.
afternoon motor pract.
i noe im out of cash
out of energy,
out of spirit.
but this i HAVE to do.
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Regarding the silat clinic.
I txt that bitch this.
"Hi ****** i have confirmed the date of my intensive clinic
15 nov, 2-6pm
please take note."
SHE.
dier punye dengki!!!!
" hi farrian it is not possible for you to go as im gonna have
a roadshow to attend to and need you to change the training date to another day"
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Once again i salute how she tinks uh.
apprently when you're that smart,
youre STUPID.
Your DUMB.
an IDIOT.
Evry single possible about you is DENSE.
you've practically degraded your brain into a brain of a homo sapien.
dulu mcm ye-ye ckap,
and i quote,
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"We as sportmen shud understand together, and should be flexible,
so i agree to let you off for competitions, trainings and etc."
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My ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Such a liar, a hater, such a hypocrite!
you know wad, im going to teach her a lesson.
it's about time i break out of my shell.
I tot i wouldnt wanna be a bitchy jerk anymore, but this i must do.
pompan jalang nie memang kene ajar..
kurang ajar terlebih...
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PS im now constantly angry all the tyme!

Saturday, November 01, 2008

turntable...

Previous post really explains how "happy" i was ryte?
Hmm well it got better apparently.
Jus that i needed some time off wif SOME people.
Hmm but well im not regretting the tyme off, it's rather useful...
I've began to forgive others and take things rather positively i must add.
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Monday.
PHOL.
Got the day off. spent tyme w Vyang.
Rather a considerable one.
Not gonna go into detail.
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Tuesday.
Hmm kinda okok day for me as ive received some rather
good news from a fellow fren about some things.
and at BAL, WL doesnt really disturb me as ma job was only
to label the Uhlmann and China Sabre, Foil n Epee masks.
And i even l;abelled the cupboards.
So practically that was that.
And WL even taught me how to do sanding on a weapon,
which, i forget. wahwahahah..
wateve..
then i got a call from ms teo.
a rather good news i might add..
I'll be working at the Aramis Warehouse w Kurt for the whole weekend,
*which in the end 2 days only.. will xplain. read on*
ok i was jumpin w joy coz the warehouse is at tradehub21.
JURONG EAST..
so near..
hahaha..
I dun mind working there for a month!
ok.
then went home and the day ended there.
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Wednesday..
1st day report to tradehub.
lagy best i was late.
i text kurt saying that im gg to be late..
he replied "Nvm, i oso late haha"
idiot ryte..
gini pon jadi mgr? haha..
ok la tuu.. at least not like E.
da late bukan nak apologise or wad, buat suke ati nenek2 dier je muker masam..
ok.. wad i had to do?
pack all the breeches, plastrons, lame, jackets, shirts
socks, shoes, mask, blades and etc..
i took 2 hours.
kurt was shocked. he took a whole day to do wad i did in 2 hours.
we went down, got komala's
and he blanja me.
kewl ryte..
then, he sent me off home. early..
between us je.. wakaka..
i work 4 hours je.
so, met up w berox for her haircut and makaning
before heading to USQ for free fencing..
haha.. it was fun...
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my opponet salu win the few rounds.
little did i notice, i did guard my arm. that's their scoring area..
duh!
after a few bouts, i got to fence with dearest eyla..
hahaha..
1st round.
5-4
i won.
2nd round.
4-5
i lost..
ahahaha..
idiot.. eyla noticed my unguarded arm..
i noticed she didnt guard her torso..
i aim torso la..wakakakaka
up till we went home she felt the pain...
anw, i fenced w this person, so hard that the epee bent.. hahahaha..
marah tuuu namernye..
then we took pictures and goodbyes..
haha..
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Thursdays.
standard. do job in 1hr and im done.
wonder wadddd that kurt do can take days..
i took less then an hour to complte a lot of things.
he sent me off for home,
i went back siap2
met anne n berox.
again makan n jalan2 then we head home.
myra n me had an awesome time and we chatted all the weay home..
i love u myra!
haha
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Friday.
dammit..
im sick
again!
then while otw to work,
left leg salah urat..
dammit..
waaahh..
E pile me up in paperworks and work and work..
she went makan n etc,.
i didnt even go for breaks.
practicaaly was busy the entire 9hour shift!
i did a lot you know,
tolong sly, kak nora, WL, T, Kurt, her job and etc and yet i manage
to complete everything on time and finish evrything pronto.
she can still terhengeh2,, padehal i was the one that do month end,
settlemetns, switch off lights and aircons, clean up the salle,
clear storeroom, close shop, and u know wad she did?
still packing her bag.
wtf!
i was sooo angry at her la..
im wating to lock up the plc alry she dilly dally mcm bapak dier punye time..
pfft!!!!
then she sent me off..
i gladly leave her..
CB!
i msg za and met her.,.
dearest za blanja me makan nasi ayam at bedok...
awww
*hugs*
miss her leii....
hmmm than i had to rush home kejar kan last train,
how i wish i have a car.. or bike,,,
tkyah rush2..
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ryan out!

**tRacKdOwN**