I need a freaking massage la..

I actuall put a hold to my lesson today as the shoulder joint is improper and is causing me hurt. It's not that sharp, but i kinda cant get myself into a "push-up" position. punches and cPR compression is ok, but remove support from the legs and im, shaky and 'pain' is present.

Darn the pain. Im planning to get urut by my aunt tonight but im kinda lazying around.

Practically slept the whole day at home, kinda relieved about my day's academic progress, so im planning to plan-out a study schdule.

SLT-9 sept

FDP-10 sept

SEN-11 sept

After tt, bubbye CGR.. we're separated for our own individualised attachment places.

kinda 2-sided feeling here, im sad yet kinda eager for 'work'.

Hmm, received a news today, depends on how you see it, it may be a good or a bad news.

AUGUST CAMP IS CANCELLED!

All my plans.. Rules set... Games planted out...

went into the drain.

I was kinda hartbroken wif the news, A---- was too, hmm the rest was giving me this,

"uh, ok~!" look. I guess they didnt expect this to happen yeah..

too bad it did, next monday im going to have to explain to all ma eager camp facilitators about this either good/bad news.

K now im siaping, off to meet ma aunt. i need the massage. smthing is seriously not right with ma right arm. Falling off bike, with speed, is NOT the best feeling in the world.

ryan out!

Today is the day...

"Oh my god, how how how? Ms K-- im having butterflies!!"

"Go and catch your butterflies lar"

This was the conversation exchanged between me and a fellow teacher who saw our panicky faces when we are taking our refresher course for CPR. This was obviously the last chance to score and get that CPR certificate! THE LAST!

Teamed up with ahlau for CPR. Passed! Teamed up with eyla for bandaging, Passed!

NExt, was the thoery test. Omg! I was panicky. Amazingly enough i took only 4minutes to complete the whole booklet. It was that easy! i Passed!

Burden was LIFTED! Super lifted.

I am soooo relieved. I am soooo happy. No more project to think about, no more tests to think about. What Im left with now is attachment and Selling Technique, Fitness Design Programme and Sports and Excercise Nutrition examinations...

For attachments im hung by two choices:

- Holland Country Club

- InnoTrek

Fuhyyyy... Im soo having a dilema!

Ryan Out!

SUCKS for me!

Clearly things are not gg according to moir.
But surprisingly ryan has a lot to do for himself as well as for his classmates and ft buddies.
Ok. here's the thing. the week is now stuck at Thursday. And need i remind you the CPR refresher course has been pushed forward to ThiS FRIDAY???!!!!!
Tue-thurs is fdp n sen revision which papers are not easy and now, FIRST AID?
We're dying here!

Then that weird camp ic came to see the overall ic of the camp which is me, but i hid from him. I just cant stand is awful lame jokes la. And we planned the whole camp already which tmr, Im holding a meeting with the campers about what's what and what-nots. Me n ryin came out with rules to be reinforced and Eyla n me came out with games n agenda. a god job done!Hopefully tmr evrything goes well and nuttin disrupts my plans. This saturday however, im going to cck sec to do a briefing with the CCK families.... stress larrrrr... >;(

Notes just got in. Thanks to dearest eyla, she printed notes for me n ryin, of which, the 3 of us have a super DIFFERENT ways of studying. i cant follow either they're ways and their's mine. Idk why. I can study with ryan but not with hyrul or eyla or ryin but surprisingly i can study w some new intake's peepz... Of course im still exploring, and i cant study by myself, cant concentrate. I need someone dat is alike of ryan to assist me in studying and I cant seem to find a replacement la. Hmm looks like im on my own here. I cant beleive studying also have "clique" that can make the study happen. LAME! but true.

Wadever it is. I need all these notes to be osmosed into the grey matter by now. And it's not. Darndarndarn!
Try ma best la.. OK here's wad happen today went for 3.1 when i fell twice at the last plyon of the plyon slalom.. twice on my right hand and twice painful. my plank was excellent but inconsistent. i'll try my best the next tyme round. It's the plyon slalom is the one I worry. Bad luck was that i got a low-cut bike and the shoes I usually wear when im riding is not there. I cant believe it tt those factors played a major part la.. dammit! im going again la maybe this fri or sat.. im booking now..

ryan out!

Surprise2.

OK went to school today.

Ms K-- gave us FDP revision. it is freaking hard la. I dun get it. is it me losing ma mojo in ma studies or is is really the papers that are doing the confusing's illusionist act on me.

Coz ytd's paper, Ms C-----'s CPR, which we took in Apr 2007, had a revision for our upcoming CPR refresher course later on 4th Sept,
and i scored a freaking 12/20.
"not up to standard uh farrian".. she said.

2nd trial i got 17/20. "still not your best"..

miss C----- expects evryone to score a full plegded 20/20. and it seems Q---- has been scoring on evry single test. it's either him or J-- or H---- this is a challenged. i feel very challenged. and the fact that im not doing well pisses me of. i have to buck up sia.

i go to school evryday, i study but wats wrong with me? why am i not doing well? i starting up a study bug and forcing myself to open books CPR, SLT, FDP n SEN. im planning to score big this tyme. i know i will have challenges. but this is my last attempt to get the dream GPA i wanted.

i know it's not easy. im givin all ma best. August camp will be the last dilly-dally of my pre-attachment life. hmm i gotta buck up man. c'mon ryan!

hmm. my attachment place is still not intact thanks to a certain teacher that seems not to be doing his job properly and alwae focusing on people that he should focus on in the ferst place la. i just dont get him la. he needs someone to really give him that saucepan smack on the forehead to get him to realised that... I DONT HAVE A JOB YET... and thanks to you! duh!

wadever it is la im taking it one step at a time la.
for now my status is stagnant.

ryan out!

Sheesya day..

Hmm. sheesyaing was awesome. but waet read ferst.
I went to 2 places. 1st sux big tyme. 2nd one awesome..

Details:
Went to the ferst place, was a total regret. i wasted 10 bucks which covered a slice of fish and chips and a few countable of merely 5 puffs of ugly-tasting sheesya. Which i find super super unreasonable la. but i just pay up la. since i did sit in the room anyways. i scared later people say i refuse to pay la etc... (room air-con must off if u sheesya. and not comfy AT ALL!)

Then Ghani came and he saed that he has another better sheesya spot. I decided to go la. me zaki n ghani went la. we ENJOYED ourselves there i tell you. the place airconditioned, filled with muscal interludes of sultan's choices arabian songs, egyptian draperies, arabian atmosphere, very personalised service, free iced cold water, couches with puffed up pillows and below it a beautiful carpet of a pharoah..... oooohhh... 3 of us had fun man and the sheesya taste better, is better, and is very very much worth it as i'ts cheaper. and on top of that....the room? FREE. no time limit.

hmm that's the place we're planning to go next tyme.

*drift for a whiile*
PS: hmm im not happy about sum stuff that happened today lar seriusly. hmm..wadever la..
next tyme jgn pandai2 tegor others, u're no gud either. ppl kip quiet coz respect. dun test it la. seriusly uh. u can bomb, i oso can bomb k, ingat tu...
**end of drifting**

ryan out!

Not what i expected.

We got ourselves in trouble, which really hurt in the pocket. Hmm... reaction of me n her. SHOCKED! but me n her are handling the situation with confidenxe as me n her is on the same page now. Hopefully, her can fight for her right to forking out the ka-chings...

OK. here's the thing. since wad is saed aboved happened, i have been into a lethargic-coma.
It started on monday. no silat. no prob. handed in projects, done.
Tuesdaey, wasted time in school. wed went for pract 2.02.
ferst time i know wad i was doing despite the difficult route. at night was the worst. i had gastric. a massive one. i couldnt sleep!
Thursday was the worst of the worst. lethargic like hell then wanted to go silat, end up i paitao la. tk bleii angkat. ryin was sleepy too. so i took 187, fell asleep. went home fell into deep deep deep sleep but was still tired. it is also when the incident took place. ok woke up and went back to sleep not until kip called to tman him to school on fri.

Woke up. heart burn. from sternum to ma neck and ma latissimus.. PAIN. senak! as if someone stomp on ma heart area for many2 times. headache coming from left and right temple. pain!!! i took ma dad's stetoscope, ma hart rate was super fast... FOR A RESTING HEART RATE TAU!! it's 64 beats per 10secs. (i think it was more coz of the pain i lost count.)
i was panicky.. i seriusly tot i was about to die. not joking. ibarat malaikat cabot nyawe uh.

then forced maself woke up shower and went to school then went for ma RTP. 3 sessions but i went for 2 then the 3rd one, i was soooo freaking tired, i try-sell ma slot. went home and deep sleep.

today. ma RTT.. i passed! wee!!!
then ma 2.02.. i passed!! wee.. but i was freaking tired la wor! headache, gastric, neck strain etc.
i wanted to remove ma soul from ma body sia. but amzingly i passed and was too excited la. the pain went. but came back when me n alg gg for dinner. completed ma medical check up thingy at library, print out the medical list.. and done evryting..
MA NS medical checkup is on 23rd of SEPT.. 1pm..
long way huh...

k then went home via bus 99. forced maslef to sleep. 45mins of it. finally slept and fell into a super deepdeepdeep sleep in the bus... now im ok.. hmm..
idk wassup with me man...

ryan out..
tmr got date w bff sheesyaing 6pm at bugis...

Hmm. Finally!!

After a long long long long long LoooooooooooooooooooooooooNG time,

I finally Completed my

Fitness Design Programme and Sports N Excercise Nutrition Project!!!

Months n months of planning and thinking and doing and finally, IT's DONE!

Finally. No more Ergogenic Aids, Pharmacutical, Mechanical, Nutritional and Macrocycles and Microcycles and Mesocycles.. and yada yada yada...

No more! im done!

Good thing tho, my drafting itself got an "excellent" from ms K--.

well, that's a good sign.

hmm. weekends, spent on the projects. but managed to go ma cousin's bdae party. which ended up in me recording something adorable yet at the same time FUNNY!

Hmm. my bike is also going well. i managed to go to 2.02. Ferst class this wednesday.

Wish me luck!.

hmm. health getting excellent evry now and then. Heard tt bursary is on the way, but it's not yet coming and that relaly pisses me off as we really need the money for bills and such but most importantly i wan to hold that amount again. those memorable amount of money. that *00 dollars that was spent with the ones i love most.

hmm im continueing that dream. Dreams we share.

hmm.. ok.. update. Ryin's back.

I miss her loads sia. padahal it's just a weekend. it did affected me.

hmm. training was cancelled coz it's abg zul's bdae.

HAPPY **th bdae abg zul.

I dun know his age. ahaha..

hmm. tmr's plan is to go tampines ite for east vs central floorball comp.

hmm. im in dilema wheter to go or not. Coz i dnt know y, but lately i fear to waste tyme.

Whatever la. im just going to go. or not. see how. 50-50 here.

Think that's about it la.

currently miss all ma besties n close frens.

berox, yan, zara, shullie n many more.

we'll meet yeah someday insyallah.

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plan is that, imma be super busy as attachment has been pushed forward.

im planning on going full tyme as fitness person for the next 6mths.

hm mcd peeps has been calling and smsing me to ask me to go this and that,

which of course my answer would be NO.

im sticking to the plan and i hate ppl to interfere or intervene my plan,

be it having someone to change it. THAT's asking for hell on earth!

dun ever change ma plans. sugessions is taken. but changing?

Uh-UH.. it dun work!

hmm.

yeah. so. imma be free after april 2009.

we see how.

ryan out!

Picture updates...

Hmm.. i have lots of pictures that need uploading..

these are a few...

Hmm more pictures at my multiply...

dralfariyan89.multiply.com

enjoy watevr is here than...

Some pictures we took from the HOCKEY GAMES played by ryin n sherry...

eyla pout makes ryan headache.. haha...
the pouts of gorillas...
Hated the sun but me n eyla loves camwhoring...

Hockey game of the girls.
Look at the supporters of ayin n sherry..
hmm they lost the game but they had FUN!
bUsy swallowing McWings...
the floorball boys coming down to support...

End of part one..

A series of khai kening and khalid bibir's duo mirror actions...

and they're arent aware these shots are taken.. tok about gendengs....

Sleepy boys...

gadgets...
Smiles for the photographer!
having gadgets fixes all....
Bored face. upfront..
Looking at US...

Look upfront please.

Ryan out. more pictures, at my multiply. cheerios!

I am so happy!

Ok. i just feel like blogging god knows why.
last two days has been ultimate hell for me. insufficient food, mood swings and incomplete antibiotics intake. haix.

080808.
nice date. keep in mind that it's kip bdae and the fact that i wish him, he never repli, fakkawi him. but then nvm his bdae wad. haha.. happy 18th dok!
ok. here's the deal. was late for school, eyla was calling, miza was calling, sol was calling. i just cant help it lar. i cant wake up. yesterdays training was awesome but it took a lot of my energy siot. oh btw, ytd trg was conducted by adham, adek mai. haha.
hmm gr8. loved the session. adham was all professional but sadly i was having a massive mood-problem la. people smile at me, i ignore. people try to manja at me i ignore. hmm then absorbed unnecesary anger from mar, ryin n kecique, thanks to that person. *not gonna name em*
but all in all, i enjoyed my thursday as the "girl's team 2" scored big tyme in the floorball competition. 13-0, mind you.

ok. today. back to my story, i was late for school, ask daddy to send me then he wasted time cause he wanna see desy lar, her school bus was taking forever to come. hmm then daddy send me to school. came in class, they were at their LAST slide!
Awesome riyan! you came in when the story is ending. hmm then miss kit wanted my number. i was like, "i tot i gave you my number?".. she was like "difficult to get you lar." then i said, "i have ur number wad, show me wad number you have..." she showed. it was 9********
*i forgot my old number* haha..
"chear,... that one old number la chear... i last used tt number last year sia.. where u get the number from,?" hahah..
poor miss kit. all the way trying to reach me, and the number she has has been extinct since the jurassic period. haha...

okok. the we went makan at b.timah then back to home. got power nap, then off to 2.01. darn it I PASSED! like finally sia. haix. im starting to get sick of the colour white. haha..
guess who's ma instrutor... it was johnny too la.. saper lagik!! i loike him man.. evrytime he's ard, i cnfrm go to the next round. haha.. syukur alhamdulilah...
hmm. then went makan with along. hmm she also facing the "sulung" crisis.

haha. then ryan came. fetch me n stuff. awesome. i pretty much miss him like hell man. then papa saw me, he asked ryan " maner ko angkut budak nie? susah org nak carik dier" hahahaha..
haha.. papa is like ma real dad lar.. i love him as ma own. hmm then we hanged out and search for matchbox romance hits and he had to go off.. hmm insyallah we meet again...

*ps. i miss ryin sia. she go msia today.. sobx sobx.

Im gettting better.

Sickness is going down. and mood swings are dying off too.. it's a good sign here..
waiting for full recovery.. so that i can do more.

During macan just now i kicked arafat and abg zul's son, smuer macam anak patung. amik ko hahaha... very funni.,...

ryan off..