3 Daes at the Convention..

I was at the singapore toys n comic convention at suntec city hall 603 from fridae till sunday yesterday.. 3 daes str8 and ive learnt a lot from my SAE(my marketing mgrs) about things in Office and STARs round the region n etc.. i'll explain...

Fridae.
gr8.. me n my own star christine were werking from HQ 12pm then to suntec 1pm onwards till 9pm with the beloved SAEs mummy emma n aunty kamsiyah.. then joined in by that fugly wannabe dragqueen gayboy.. cibai him.. he think evryone like him u know.. a man happen to smile at him he think tt man like him..
no 1.. you are the most UNHOT gays ive ever seen... i have seen hotter gays with better looks and manners..
no 2.. you are so damned farking lembut and ur lembut is sooooooo sengaja nk buat2.. he's not natural.. then uh he keep his fats at the chest area la wanna make it look as if he has boobs.. cibai..
then wanna try be OVER w me.. i feel like i wana punch him siak!! URGH!!!!!
**i have no problems being ard gay boys.. i have gay frens and then are awesome. they never distarb me and theyre not lembut sgt.. very manly.. but even if they superb lembut, they wun disturb me.. this fucking guy-gal, name is f*dh*l, is so fakkawi!!
things no need to say one say.. cibai.. shoot me? i also can shoot u la.. fucker!

saturdae..
thank goodness gayboy took over my shift.. i took over his..
so my night shift was all male stars. not gays. good.. t*mmy n s*an.. alar tapi sumer samer la.. suker maen tikam blakang...
babi!!
waedever.. whole nite was spent w mummy.. so ya.. took a lot of pictures.. i intend to be an SAE in the future.. but see how la...

sunday..
i was an extra.. they needed me.. so i helped out..
that freaking gay is there!!! OMFG!!!! tak blei tahan uh! thank goodness mummy, aunty n mummy chenie was there.. they were like cooling me down... haix... bonding time lor w mummy chenie.. haha..
end up clean up and sent aunty kamsiyah home at punggol there.. edgefield plain then go to HQ, king albert park, return her stuff then back home... total cab fare? S$43!!!!!!!!
dammit.. aunty kam was so angry.. naseb baek can claim the money back..

hmm.. will upload pictures sooon

Hmm.. lethargism still exist..

Practically the dae is spent on sleep.
i was awake at 7am official as i had some rude awakening by some idiot watching tv
at 4aM, LOUDLY! Fakawi btol!
hmm so thruout, i had like ayam2 sleep.. darn it..
ok woke up ate and then enterntain ma mum's story then fell asleep and then chenie called regarding werk..
tomooro i be werking at HQ from 1pm to 9pm.
saturdae at suntec city 12pm to 3pm.
sundae from 10am-6pm. tell me about it aint i busy..

was at class todae sat for both. wanted to finish up evrything la.. so tt can focus on practicals..
hmm now just got home n im alone.. darn.,. imma shower then off to bed..

till here onli yeah..
ryan out..

Hmm i have a sleeping disorder la..

I guess my bio-clock has been really2 altered thanks to the ever lasting werk that ive had for the past few weeks.. damned.. i can only sleep at 4am and wakes up round 2pm! i hate it so much.. this is going to affect ma lovely mornings.. i love morning time.. i have to idea why.. BUT yeah.. i love mornings..
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Hmm went to CT to get ma SCjersey then i saw W***.. aww so cute!!
i tell u she's damned cute n adorable.. Sometimes i go SC to see if she's there..
of course there's F**** but i aint namin them but yeah.. the cuties in SC..
oops.. upcoming crush ke? hmm.. no comments!
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Ok then i had brunch w mummydearest n adikku at mcd, had chicken foldover n green tea.
im trying to go healthy la.. damned u fast food!!! *spoil ma plan* haha..
okok.. then headed to class and was sweating due to the hot sun! crap i lost so much sweat and salt. in a way, it's healthy but i seriously almost got dehydrated..
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Ok several besties n Bffs called.. aww i love u all!!! then i met cousin and headed to queensway to window shop b4 heading to jeast IMM to have our dinner at BAgus. we decided to have something experimental and she got herself a plate of sweet n sour fish rice n me a thai chicken cutlet rice.. then i had a MAJOR SUDDEN URGE to have SOUP!!!
wadthehell!!!!! me n cousin shared the dumpling soup lor.. but then hor, not enuf coz cousin is also a soup junkie.. haha damned u cousin.. hahaha...
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then head home la and showered.. alhamdulilah after shower im relaxed but now, stuck.. coz i cant sleep.. and im freaking craving for soup!!! WTH!!! someone blanja me soup can?? muz be those clear soup.. chinese style.. my fav.. for now... usually i take mushroom soup n western dishes kan.. now im hooked on chinese style food!!! help!!

ryan out!

Hmm a piece of my mind..

What would you do if you found out she has been bitching about you behind your back when you have done nothing behind hers? it seems tt way wif tt person..
i guess she really wants to provoke me.. hmm considered it done.. Im provoked..
anymore shit from you i guess i call for war!!

that;s not the only shit happening around.. i saw people flash themselves for no good reason at all.. tryin to show off their 'happenings', 'rich toys', their 'favourable outings', i mean please la.. you're a no good person and you are only showered wif kindness n gifts by people, not from the heart but from the 'have-to' vibe tt people get from you...
nothing there is ikhlas isnt it?

hmm the term tolerated, is you trying to be manja when youre not..
tryin to look cute when you look like ahmeng..
trynna flash off your new do when it's horrendous..
touching people when your not suppose to..
well.. wake up call!!
im giving you a chance bitch..
not a chance to reclaim the so called 'frenship' i once tolerated,
but to reclaim your ability to FLEE.. the ability to run away from being caught....AGAIN!
you better flee because when this bitch gets hunting,
you'd wish you're not his prey...

imma bounce!

after long of no updates..

OK so, people have been losing a week's update of my life.. hmm okok.. here's the highlights.. practically the reason is NO TYME n TIRED!! and i aint lying.. okok.
here goes;

wednesday
dearie lovie eyla's bdae.. finally 19.. haha.. i hope she enjoys her bdae and hope her lyfe is filled w happyness n love... tc hunie..
oh yar.. went to floorball. ferst tyme kepe.. trg was ok.. but im itching for silat la.. not floorball damned...
*I NEED MACAN!!!*
then l.b came and hanged out.. watched congkak n dine together.. i even met lbp.. kewl huh.. he faced a bruises tho.. from some competition..

thursday
had a meeting w the SC in the morining and dined at LJS w aisyah and her sc possy.. of course i dun really know them i i kinda freak out as the scs were like BJ kadir-ish.. dun know whether they srt8 or not.. haha.. not tt i have anything against them but when im ard too many of them, i freak out.. but so far.. everything is fine la..
then i went BB n headed to VIVO for kungfu panda mcd GALA.. the whole placed was booked by mcdonald's.. kewl kepe!!!!
hmm then headed to BBDC w cousin after tt gotta leave i had sumtin on w elder..

fridae
today is elynn's bdae.. im nt relli tt close w her but okokla.. i wished her but she never repli.. nabuay!!! went to werk but ka-chua haha tt's nt e right spelling.. ahahha.. me christine n jason hange out.. didnt know tt guy can be like kewl to be wif.. then met anna while werking and chatted la.. after tt punch out and like went home to sleep.. wakakak..

saturdae..
hmm went to werk and got a bad news, ma great grandma pass away thid morning 9am++
hmm sad coz it related to ma grannie's passing.. hmm but not sad coz i dun realli know her.. i mean she's ma moyang.. not ma grandma. and i dun share any affection to her.. but may her soul rest in peace.. insyallah..
went to werk 4 hrs then headed to pusaraman.. walked from chinese cemetery path 11 to pusaraman.. damned you bus driver.. haha..
ok then reached there blah3 then off to lot 1 n met cousin..
makan at KFC.. afternn ate mcd, now eat KFC.. tt nite, i had BK..
hmm after makan headed to woodlands and went to Causeway point for
THE INCREDIBLE HULK!! a MUST WATCH!! 10pointers..
edward norton n liv tyler is HOT together!!!
then went home and lost the last train to boon lay dammit!!!!!!!
called bff sharey n bff eyla both helped me sought out ma prob.. oh well.. hahaha..
thanks lovelies....

sundae
lovie dovie ryin's bdae.. 19th oso.. hmm wished her hope she had a gr8 19 bdae...
wahahah..
hmm...
paitao werk.. as i was tired..
never bothered to call.. wadever la.. use the kenduri as ma reason..
valid wad.. saper suro abaikan wen i had to leave for ma family.. amek ko..
then met bestie berox.. went to bbdc but it was closed.. DUH!!! it a sunday wad..
then ate at Jeast and then went home.. boring berox!! wanna sleep ajer.. like a pig! haha.,.

mondae..
plan is to go floorball n silat.. and request for like an extention of silat dae..
hmm to be updated.........

ryan out...

LONG PIC POST.. GO to 'Older Post' for the story... (MORE in my MULTIPLY!!!)

Bits n pieces of june pit n afta silat piccasz...

Pictures from the GRAND OPENING PREPARATIONS

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ryan out!!

EFFFING TIRING WEEK!!!!!!

Thurs 12th June.
not suppose to work.. but woke up 8am uncle steven sent us to HQ for star class.. finish 12pm..
then went makan w stars n mgrs at sakae sushi, 12pm-230pm. meetin w boss, 2pm!! dapatla kiter nyer bahagian.. amek ko.. meeting kena fuck.. no comment here.. if u wanna noe full story please call me or ask me.. then from 230pm-1130pm.. meeting abt Grand Opening(G.O).. ppl buat pe'el macan sial!!! for pit? all paitao me the pit-shopping.. im too fucked up angry tt i rang up sass and poured evrything to her.. spend 30mins screaming at the top of ma lung on the phone w bff.. imagine ma anger there..

Fridae 13th june
major cock up.. bad luck dae and it befell on me.. pit shopped w ryin mekk n eyla.. got eyla a hart bracelet for alwae being there for me to cure ma hart pain rgarding werk, family n frens.. ans ryin a star bracelet for being there to shine for me.. giving me the extra push i need all the time.. thanx both of u.. love u loads..
reached at the pit.. damned tt place. tk boleh tahan uh!!!! besar punye sial nyer tmpt..
then we waet for some ppl to help us buy stuff, tt ppl uh.. *Gritts ma teeth*
then layan evryone.. pictures cmg soon.. at ma multiply..
and ma love bro came.. aww.. man he's super sachok n super handsome and super cute.. damned.. *that's hot*
i miss him damned much can? tt's all all these come out..
hmm... not the end of ma hart painess.. mcm2 tjadi esp layaning the drunk ppl.. haix.. hanye la herman n ahdy jer tau hw i felt.

sat 14th june..
cock up oso.. dunwan sae much.. got home mandi, closed ma eyes for 1 hour plus, tk kemas brg pit and im off to work... literaaly tired and didnt sleep work from 830pm TILL 730AM!!! @#$#@$#@#$$^&^()*(&#%^%@$%^$@$!@%&^()&*(*^(^@#$(^@(^#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im fucking tired la!!!!
then from 730-830am went home mandi n change and back to work.. grand opening dae...

sun 15th june..
farking tired.. dress up and did the GO.. SAE Emma was nice to me mcm2 dier ajak.. then family came from jemputan and saw ma new store.. kewlness.. went to visit atok n wan's kubor and then off to dinner at cck w cousin b4 meeting ahmad arab to give his watch n me, my wax... damned.. hahaha.. halfwae toking to cousin i slept thru.. dammit.. cousin sent me off home...
on the train n waeting for bus i was standing up imagine i can actualli fall asleep?????? prangai cam micheal jackson buat moonwalk... haha....
buay tahan uh... from 830am till 830pm... NO SLEEP FOR LITERALLY MORE THAN 48 HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
balek teros tido.. never wear anything cept ma undies mann that's how tired i am.. tk sempat nk pkai bajoo..

mondae 16th june
woke up 130pm.. then siap and went to silat.. but ferst met ryin n e lantailers at KFC makan.. im joining lantailers this wed.. dun care uh.. i gain to much weight la.. then went silat and abg zul tot me a lot of thing.. esp me.. he putting harapan for me to fight mann ajar me personally a lot.. ask ryin n sherri if u dun pcaye.. when he tok, he look at me ajer.. respect uh.. future champ ke?? hhehehe... proud to be anak2 macan man!!!! wee~~~

hopefull tmr get to sleep like hell!!!!
im having a tuesdae nite sleeep in!!! wed i most prob paitaoing mcd n gg lantai.. kewl pe.. wahahahahah...
ryan out!!

Hmm pretty pretty kinda not my day but it is... but post is sugar-coated w loves.....

Okok..
Sundae: lonesome.. need not be reminded..

mondae:
my love bro called.. damned i missed him.. wanna hug..........
an hour's chat and it was done.. IMHim, HeMme.. aww.. so sweet.. okok then i watched ryin n sheeri play floorball awwwww sweeter... i miss ryin for god knows y.. yep a lot.. i miss ma bffs, A LOT!!.. then i saw khalid.. haha with his cuteness.. haha ltreat him like ma younger cousins.. so adorable... aha! chased him round the court.. then off to macan n see the sweetness in black.. cant sae whu hahaha.. onli certain ppl know.. alar.. then one i sae alwaes manis tuuu.. yep tt one.. hehehe.. she can fite, and she is sweet.. *imma ant* haha.. addicted to sweetness.. we learnt lotsa things and abg zul wanted me in tanding.. i anythin lorrrr...

tuesdae:
ytd, suppose to meet bff myra n shul.. ended up paitoaing as ever.. haix..
so spent the whole dae w mummy dearest and spent lotsa money on ma self, garments, footwear, toiletries, haircut and blah blah blah.. and i had the best frozen youghurt.. it's located at Bnly mrt.. name's 'Berrylite'.. try it.. coolness..

wed(today):
had a hart to hart w bff.. aww so sweet... take care sugar
headed to work dgn penoh tk smagat..
then i saw VIckie.. hmm someone i can clique.. did mccafe thruout the whole dae of course i did help out here and there at mainstore.. hmm.. ate a lot.. and had a bite of yummy apple crumble.. yumm~~~~
then went home n in the train met ma love bro also.. aww wad a sight for sore eyes.. i miss him much.. wanna hug larrr... he saed i looked thinner.. realli?? i gained 5kg.. damned i hate the weighting machine.. from 79 to 85 and i look slimmer.. need to TRAIN!!!!!!

ok la till here..
ryan misses his bffs soooo much all u there...
XOXO..

ryan out!

hmm today? not ma dae..

Thruout i felt insanely left out. not tt i was literally pushed aside.. ma supportive boss, one i respect most is owaes there but super busy. so she managed to get 2-3 phrases passed out to me.. hmmm..

ok him is a new daddy now. cute child but very cold towards me. for god knows wad reason i dun know. coz i havent meet him for a good 4 weeks. yet he's cold. weird aint it.

hmm the fact language is a barrier is also plays a part. as most of them can speak mandarin, not just the chinese.. half of the indians n malays there can converse in multiple language, i was being left out too as i can only understand but cant speak a good phrase of mandarin and by listening, i can onli get 10 separate meanings from the long things they sae. so dari me tryin hard to guess wad they are saying, might as well i move off.. get this.. meetings are held in channel 8 coz they think i understand mandarin gr8ly.. cousin if ure readin this.. i need tt mandarin class!!!!

her was back after long absence off, getting married. which i didnt bother to attend.. at jb sapa mau layan, not as if a have a class 2b to get me there..
but then gud la.. she actualli tegor-ed me.. i did sae anythin or smile to her as i know deep down she dun like me. coz of ma jobscope.. wad e..

ok. helped out main store and was taken advantage of by the svc mgr, so i left them alone and helped out cafe.. amazingly bryan n li cheng was fun to be with and then vickie n niyuki came and helped. even u.steven came. coolness.. and AY thanked me.. hmm mgrs tt were ard but nt on shift was awesome. even jessie is ard.. see? but then haix.. on floor cekik darah la..

went home. surprisingly. whole dae. 0 phonecalls. 0 missed calls. 0 msgs. usualli when im werking, im disturbed. apparently im addicted to being disturbed. hmm msg li twina cousin ryin n sherri. hmm 2 replied. hmm. nvm im gonna cure ma rindu tmr when i meet sherri, ryin n ayeen.. so hope it's fun..

hmm i miss the FT loves la.. haix.. BFFs also busy.. haix.. i dun want me to cut maself off from social life, coz when i focus on werk, im very work-a-holic and then social life tk jage, health oso tk jage hmm dead..

i feel dead already.. day by day i feel like a fifth wheel ard ppl.. maybe it's tyme to get prayin.. i want to.. but i need someone to teach me. i need a guru to discipline me. get me to bow down face flat on the ground and pay respect to GOD. hmm someday soon enuf insyallah.....

ryan out..

Tough dae..

Wad happens to someone if his hart melts away and reveals a darker n colder side of him?
he is somewhat concern about himself.. hmm.. he is very very scared of the unbreakable mirror side of his kindness.. he doesnt want it returned... help him please.. he is feeling blue yet in rage..

Hmm today's effing agenda. came earli 9am. wad driven by u.a.. appreciate it la. but ma anger started out earli morning.. then have to face u know whu. cant be bothered. shockingness 3 stars was on floor. then it was 4 stars on floor at the same slot. the last went to the highlands to gather some fresh breeze before coming back down to earth for a nice reshining. ok helped out the baristas a lot today. was doing outdoor party w KK, both were equally tired. rain didnt stop and party was well carried out. so i cut it short and tt old man was near geylang impossible to get at regent in tyme. so i hailed a cab. got to store. settled those damned billings.. i just dun understand this billing stuff.. and back to cleaning up the party cupboard then filing n paperwork..

things they make us stars do.. Sm was busy with her own stuff.. CN n JN went home alry.. so u get the pic? 2 stars struggling..

went round whole of BB neighbourhood w prakash by foot in ma unbearably painful leather courts spending at least 2 hrs up n down the coughing hill.. damned tiredness.. came back
and quickly punch out not before consuming apple crumble, himalyan tea latte, coke, spicy burger n a large fries tt ended up in the bin..

skipped quickly n had to help out sm find sumtin inpossible in the dumping area. haix ans managed to cabot.. mum mak teh n cousin was all over informing me they r alry there.. and me, in need of mak teh's hands to untangle ma nerves.. which she did n it was painful... hahah.. thanks to the courts la.. that's y im switching to sports shoes now..
cannot tahan.. then mingling ard w the family.. hmm miz the time sitting ard telling old wives tales to e makciks. of course things maybe different coz of a certain conduct of a certain bloodline tt makes some of them having difficulties to mix w me.. that's their problem. the cause of the whole misunderstanding wasnt even there..
..l..

hmm after ma massage, ate and headed home.. tmr werking again... big asses coming down and im suppose to kiss up.. damned!!!!!!!

Wad a day.. like they saed.. "yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery.. today is a gift, that's why they said it's the 'present'

sat in for a 5hrs meeting.. w BC, AY n STARs.. tiring dae.. hunger got the best of me.. hmm..
then back to working on floor..

haix.. tiredness.. managed to get off werk by 9pm.. met cousins n ann's bf.. hmm looking at him, quite the looker aint he? cousin has taste.. hehex..
watched movie.. KUNGFU PANDA... wee~~

and back home.. not b4 the 12.15am train tt is..wahaa... our tradition..

im taking car n motor at e same time.. the plan is.. then mandarin.. then arabic.. then car then french.. i plan.. a lot... hmm..

ryan out..
"u must be.. wad e hell is ryan toking abt?.. i'll keep u guessing.."

ugh.. sleepiness...

hm.. sickness was minimal today but i did expell loads of blood this morning when i brushed ma teeth....

ok i was practicall asleep the whole of today.. cant be bothered w msgs n calls..

had a dream of late grandma tho.. and abt some park feat prehistoric animals.. hmm wadeve..

hmm tmr werk.. got meeting n cousin wanna go out.. i cant la.. darn...

ryan out..

PS im in love w ayat ayat cinta storyline. n music...

Hmm.. i love twina n babes..

Hmm 2 daes str8, jacko2 has been snoozing in ma house. mondae was e ferst.. it was a very hectic dae for us and us quadro wacko jackos were the onli CGRs in school. we were of course the only ones tt havent hand up KP's project for prog design..

Oh yar.. keep in mind today is the last dae we're seeing CGK n CGL.. i miss them already.. i havent fully kenal2 all of them but i feel kinda saddened by the fact tt they no longer gonna be around for good. for cgr hols starts today ends ard 7th July.. LONG hols aint it.. i miss them la.. the idioticness of the pioneer batch.. haix.. now left with only one pioneer batch of FT the R class.. aww.. haix.. sad~ ;"(

okok.. as i was saeing, mondae was a nice bonding tyme. the wacko jackos are together makaning at BAGUS. regrettably berox lost ma card so we GOT no discounts.. berox... i wan ma card... haha.. anw we all had pasta while jacko1 got ban mian. tried his best to use chopsticks but failed.. give up and used the fork insted.. little rascal.. haha..
then it was back to ma place, watched "akhirat" slow movie mann.. damned it.. then jacko3 had to go werk.. left wit me n jacko2. so we decided to watch "ayat-ayat cinta".. so sweet.. i wanna have a wife tt covers her face.. her beauty is only for me.. and i wanna learn arab!!!! it's a must.. on ma lyfe's to do list.. french is next but mandarin must be ferst.. im a linguist la.. i love language.. ii find it amazing n fascinating..

then.. me jacko2 n sherri went to macan!! wee~ fun sia.. bonding tyme w sherri n jacko2..
then went makan at mcd, swallowed 2 burgers.. haha.. then off to home.. we went home and had ankle injuries.. all of us.. not conditioned yet to macan's ways i guess..

next dae.. exam dae.. syabas ryan.. u r late.. exam time: 830am i woke up? 820am.. i was m.effing angry siakk... noone else to blame but urself.. duh.. okok called mr A then he saed "be in sch by 915am n u b safe" i did.. i took a cab.. from jurong to clementi.. plus the morning charge i kenA $14.50.. chitod nyer apek..
ok then managed to finish evrything and left class b4 950am.. ONE MORE RUSH!! i have a photoshoot at 10am SHARP!!!!!! my next resort?? fariz petak.. he totally saved ma dae.. omg.. okok ryan keep in mind.. no more disturbing petak.. i owe him one man and his request was to watch movie w him... kungfu panda.. wokie.. i anything.. he P not ma prob.. hahah.. i managed to come, the photographer was so noisy la.. hands up hands down smile la tilt la.. wadever la.. done readi, changed and im off to school back... ROLE PLAY.. good:85 Bad:73.. my marks.. still A tho.. haha.. then twina n babes set to ma crib watch duyung.. then ended up all menggorrok in ma room w the comp on duyung.. duyung tengok kiter.. p.buting hahaha.. twina was under khemah n complain it was too cold.. and then we're set to tamp for silat.. berox wanted to see me.. cousin wanted to see me.. stars wanted to see me.. wad e... i saed NO to all.. todae impt for me to come.. ma coach suro dtg..

ouh ya aunty kam admitted tdae.. keguguran.. i think she mus be depressed.. she seem so happi to be prego again.. haix.. udah takdir... i pray for the baby to be safe in heavens arms..
after trg, we lepak and ate long john at tamp mall.. gerek pe...

tmr.. work...
ryan off

Sunday.. darn it..

Hmm still im not tt well. kinda sick. i hope it's nuttin too bad.. hols round the corner n i dun wanna be sick n then to have to enjoy hols w a semi-broken nose, twister-headache, dead tastebuds.. those kinda things n im still in need of a massage.. ma feet is like in "semut-semut" mode for two damn weeks now.. wonder wad is happening.. dammit..

okok.. was chattin w Li.. she poverised her blog.. haha.. one more person who cant be bothered to update her blog.. well im keeping ma blog.. it's one way of people to get personally involved w me.. wahhaa..

hmm for now this is abt it.. hmm oh ya.,. woke up to a museum feeling again.. ppl buying ma house.. LOOKEd at me!! SLEEPING!!! OMG soooo the opposite of glamourous..
haha

ryan out