Hmm the dae i took tyme OFF work..

Hmm they needed me. i mean werk ppl. but since ytd,
ok ok since last week, ive been having the flu spell. darn it.. and ytd it got worst.
plus i havent studied CTR yet. yet to. i only covered e svc attributes only..

Im guessing twina is still sick as i text her n no repli was returned. today were supposed sheesya dae. hmm see how la.. Wei jian asked me abt it and i dunnoe wad to sae as this is twina's plan.. Wei jian was like, "wad happen to sheesya? this saturdae cancell uh? nvm. eh.. next tyme u organise la another dae.." and yess wei jian is coming for pit and he's paying it on the dae itself.

ytd was chatting wif dear Mummy.. hmm she noticed that ive gone more mature and vice versa. wad can i sae.. tyme changes people. ryte mummy? u agree dont you.. i hope you make the best decision by yourself. do not be clouded by hasutan syaitan ok.. listen to ur heart.

woke up to a morning filled w pain in ma sternum area. i have no idea y.. my trapez are constantly in pain.. my right foot, the big toe hasnt had proper bloodflow for almost a week now.. dammit.. im in need of a massage.. but then how? im too busy for anything and when im not busy, im sick...

hmm today. plan was go rp w twina and head to sheesya after. but since it';s cancelled ma house agent got ppl to come to see my house today.. while cleaning up ma typhoon-hit house, i felt a deep pain in ma hart.. i tot i wanted to move out of the house.. but somewhere somehow in ma hart i dun want to.. i didnt know trying to move out can hurt so much... hmm mayb it's the memories tt i had in the flat mayb??

hmm ytd memories at Msia got me so emotional.. only i know.. hmm sometime i hate the TV..

ryan out for now....

hmm.. hate it..

Taking into account that today is the most angry dae ive had.. the weather is kinda ok..

here's the gig. island dissappear. twina high temp and babes trippin to the rumah sakit. so there goes a lot of ma anger. lonesomeness.. and the tank was filled with less than 5 people.

those tt come to class was razi syafiq arif mariam jaga n myself. No CGs are there xcept R class..
and R class's population is only 5..

ok.twina 2wice in a row gettin high temp. lone.
babes was at RS. double lone.
and projects are dued. today. i got a good 15minutes by her and i wasnt liking it.. hmmph! damned it..

sheesya is off. so im bored.


then had to head to CT. give in the forms. damned admin ppl.. "pleasure to serve you.." the slogan. a Service business school. and u have the fat slob serving ur potential customers with her ugly face and a blob body.. damned u ppl.. im coming back to you one wae or another in future and u aint likin it..

damned im dope!
ryan off!!

gotta study for CTR!!

Hmm im trying ma best to do the best..

HAnging on here.. gettin maself to get used to redbull.. darn it.. it's darn sour..
energy drink.. is it good for us? onli god knows.. i know tt it can lead to diabetes if taken too much..
hmm today was the dae i used contacts after soo long of not having stuck in ma cornea haha..
it was ok la.. hmm but a bit pening2..

i was like bored today eyla n ryin was not in class and so is ekin n etc. so me n mekk had to make do.. miza was also making do. ayul was wif me n jaga the whole time. while went makan with razi q n petak and mekk.. hmm waad to do.. todae's attendance is not so good. but calvin eric came.. and they were nice.. surprising.. standard me n syafiq wif our ever disturbing each other n ion between disturbing petak haha..

while waiting for miss carine, which led to nothingness. she P us.. and the rain was super heavy. it was cold and we were stuck in the gym, sapao ayul ahmad bobot and miza where flexing their muscles haha.. for some, wadever muscles they have and the rest is babatz haha.. hmm i didnt know ahmad arab had body man.. damned! he looked so small with his shirt on.. but then when he did the flexing thingy w sapao he looked better.. sapao has a body like abg.. big n bulky and is a body builder.. ahmad is jus a soccer player(as far as i know) and they were "contesting".. funny.. but it was fun la.. they modelled to different song.. we were all kekek.. while thay did that, bobot was flaunting her ferst tyme wearing an office skirt.. WHILE playing socccer!! OMG!haha.. kekek.. evryone was looking at her butt.. wakakka.. hmm..

okok.. i better get back to werk.. i finish email aunty kam n company n practically work's workload is done.. it took me a good 2 hrs of typing the meeting's minutes.. no wonder christine tknk buat haha.. it's tt long!! then im 80% done with kit's project.. carine's done. azlan' not yet. im doing it tomorro.. w eyla n ryin.. soo..

im out..
ryan really tired..

I love this monday..

Hmm.. im relaxed today.. suppose to go macan today..
but then i went to e website, it's closed till next week..
save time lor never go plus im tired..

reasons:
all not done yet..
1. my STAR job is not done yet. werk is killing me softly..
pimples gettin more, losing weight.. no rest lor..
2. ms carine's evening excercise
3. ms kit's fitness design
4. Napfa tester (im the freakin overall i/c)
5. havent cut hair.
6. havent pass up form kaya.
7. tomorrow got groomin class at CT lt 3pm
8. mr azlan's CTR class assignment.
9. my contacts havent come yet
10. i havent get ma ite silat bajoo.
11. havent pay for macan.
12. havent get n pay for ft new U
13. havent do bills at home.
14.managing ma OJE crew/beanies and those No show idiots
15. setting up interview, interviewing them b4 interviewed by boss
16. fighting for their pay, fighting for their slot and fighting for their rightful post n uniform
17. some goons havent pay for pit..

*now, whu sae STAR job is ez? FT ez? hmm? nie tk termasok ma MAEC meeting n duties and SC duties n mtgs.. WTF!!

hmm last sat went to metamorphosis, MAEC sent me n BFFs ayul n ryin to represent People's Association's MAEC group by watchin the show la.. it was awesome. then me n ryin lepak at memo have a BFFs sharing time.. hee~..

*i think todae i made babes angry.. wahaaa.. i think la.. but then ok ledi coz sit at mcd, then this indian lady langgar the glass window at mega full blast super duper LOUD impact and it's right beside us.. hahaha.. me twina, babes n precious laugh like fuck mann wahahahha...

ryan OFF!

I'll tell you exactly when i can catch ma breathe, when i do...

Hmm.. DAVID COOK WON AMERICAN IDOL!!
hmm i love his voice, of course inspired by Yus n Yul.. they made me love him.

Point form as too much to type and i feel as if it's nt impt for some of you out there to know.

wednesdae
I was schling as usual. hmm was running todae w some peepz. good 15minutes and i was done. shows tt im not doing well in ma cardio. i was aiming for 20mins non stop.
boss called me to come for work and i did. went lpak w ma beloved ones at RC and went to werk. HECTIC nowadaes boss nvr slept whole dae of todae. poor thing. ma gastro was killin me, and noriel had a breakdown. hmm boss was harsh on him. plus some other mgrs were caught asking me to do a crew job. i kena suan, they kena suan end up, i dun wanna help crew job anymore. hmph! pfft! BC came, Cindy came, rayson came, hmm office ppl came.. we're like under a microscope.

thursdae
hmm. was late. so damned haha.. still wokring. as BC was expecting me to werk, and todae SAE coming down. boss has been 48hrs of non sleep, her eyes were swollen black.. me n chris kena suan by SAE as we were nt updated. senior stars' fault n we kena.. KNN..hmm.. thruout this, we were on a meeting setting, ma BFFs was there to witness it 2gether w eddie gigi, khalid, pisang, arab and sapao.. they were so sweet to me.. aww.. thx peepz!! hmm..
then again at nyte, cock up hmm.. but jessie was amazing la.. she manage to make me smile alot.. thx babe!

fridae : again SAE coming.. work 3pm-11pm
sat: 10am - 6pm
sat nyte: metamorphosis w ryin sayuri n ayul
sun: 10am - 6pm

*on top of this. owe ms carine her evening excercise plan and ms kit's fitness design programme.. UGH!! im tired!!

for now,
ryan out!

Practically boring dae..

Hmm.. bored meter? definitely a ten to ten.. damned..
gt a call from prick, asking me to call customer.. i was like.. hell NO..
this effing cust like fuck, then want favours from me, and can pakat with this prick?
amek ko.. haha.. im nt gonna bother..

ok.. mondays are filled with gr8 comedies on StarWorld.. haha..
and today being a holidae, holidae movies are awsome yet most of them sad..
like qabil khusriy qabil igam.. hmm.. got me sad to the core.. damned i hate stories w bad endings..

hmm fan's broken, 3 daes now, im sweating ma ass out at nyte, resorted me to having to take showers every now and then, plannning to order contact lens and buy fan and cut ma hair... i wish elder was here to help me out..

my phone? crystal case is broken, and the protective plastic screensheild is peeling off.. damned it..
i hope tmr is a better dae.. tmr got trg.. wee~ insyallah i get ma silat uniform..

ryan out!

i love working altho the ppl sux!

Im tired YET im njoying werk..
worked w mariam n brother today..
diyan kept complimenting me..
"tampan ya kamu riyan, kayak pramugara.."

actualli nt just from her la.. lots others.. haha.. ferst tyme nampak a male star uniform, smuer shock.. and no pic yet.. TOO busy...
too busy even for nana.. haix.. sad..haha.. didnt get to spend tyme w her..

but, arip dayat, yus n some ft clan incld jaga came to store to dine.. kewl or wad. i took break and ate w them hahaha..

im off.. too tired to bother.. tmr ayu, fren and yus interview for beanie..
ryan off!

Alls well that ends well...

Hmm.. Ferst dae of reopening.. STRESSFUL!!!
tt idiot constantly writhing up ma ass... contantly. calling up 2 names..
it's either"RIYAN"or "DIYAN" (ma coworker)..
the two names that is simple to call in the store with no help from several others calling out "RYAN, help me with (A) then (B) then (C)" was about to finish A, prick got me do B, havent finish B pick got me to do C.. effing aHOLE!!..
Hmph.. the mgr i respect most would be Nick and Noriel.. they helped me a lot...

OK.. i GOT MA UNIFORM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wee~ so happi..
then after werk, tok2 to nana (my love) and im off to busu's pit..
hmm.. cousin n bf T was there.. surprise2.. they were nice to me.. more surprising!! watver..

hmm abg called me in the nyte.. my poor poor darling is sick.. argh! i hate it when i cant nurse n help sick ppl.. ugh!! i feel helpless.. i hate feeling helpless..
hmm.. i jus hope tt he gets better..

Ouh yar.. Mcd has a new uniform issued at the crew.. LIME GREEN shirt, like a chef's but then can see thru.. hahaha.. ppl can glance ur six packs, or spare tyre or bra colour or know wheter u are wearing any bra... wahahahhahahhahha

for eg, a customer says:
*hmm wad's ur bra colour? ok nvm, i saw it..*
hahaha..

they wear same coloured baseball cap..
Mgr's also looked different.. the designs were inspired by the STAR uniform.. kewl kepe!!

Mcd BB?? the ferst in singapore to have a 2nd level kitchen tt has a lift for uncooked food and other i tems, a fries dispenser.. all machine.. and BEST part!!!! u can see thru into the kitchen, and it has a conveyor belt thingy tt transports cooked food downstairs....

COOOOOOOOOLLLLLL!!!!

will take picture's today!! hhhaha... and of course, there's more space la.. peepz!! do come and visit BB mcd.. one in a million..

ryan out!

Sumtin nice and sumtin rotten..

Something rotten..

Some idiot tried to break up my frenship with one of ma close fren.. OMG.. me n her are like close ok! our frenship is stronger than u tink..

To tt bitch "M", u stay the fucking out of my business as well as her business..
U r sooo KPO.. trying to break us up? BODO pe? READ properly wonder if ur parents sent u to school..

I SAED A PRICK AT WERK!!
tt close fren of mine doesnt work with me u pukimak!
U better stop b4 i find out whu u r k.. puki kao!!

to ma particular fren.. u shuld know me better.. u r like me, and we have a same loved one.. i would never tarnish our frenship.. sorry tt i snapped at you but hey..
u know la.. what was happening kan.. tt prick was like testing ma patience in between our calls.. making sure i came to work.. FCUK!!

TO prick, i am coming u bitch.. cnnt just sae once uh? muz repeat2? nabeii!

Bitch M, ur attempt has fail, i suggest Lu rilek one corner sua!! Cibai!!

Something nice..

MA UNIFORM IS HERE!!!!!! MY DEAR STAR S.M CALLED AND SAED
" CONGRATZ UR UNIFORM IS DONE N IT'S HERE! muz come to work horr tt "person" (person being the prick) is coming.."

*Shiet! Prick is gonna be there n will be working.. damned!! as u can see S.M n me share the same problem.. ugh!!..
Prick u'll never find out whu S.M is.. fcuk u lar..

Ryan OUt!

Friggin 3rd post of the dae.. SHOWS TT IM BORED!!

Ok.. i fell asleep.
like finally.. i had a dream tho.. i was a sailor, tho it was modern, the place tt i so called lived was a kampung hse. those in black n white movie starring p ramlee..

ok..
dream is.
i was a sailor. was going to somewhere la.. my ship heading to a country,,
i was somewhat like a chi ko peh la was layaning gerls.. and thing is.. the gerls in ma dream are SUPERRRRR HOT!!!! OMFG! in dreams jer aku dapat fondle around with hot gerls..(tt actualli want me).

in real life, hot cheap girls who think theyre are top scholars or big spenders city sleekers tt play with big tyme toys yang nak.. no doubt theyre hot.. tapi cheap! wadda.. ugh i just hate these party gerls.. pastu wanna step manje with me.. fcuk off la..

i like jus one for now. and she doesnt behave like tt... and tt is nana.. love u! haha.. *gatal*

back to ma story.. ok.. then suddenly i saw this hot gerl but those pompan sopans (nice girls)
i was like immediately fell in love.. and literally fell on the kelong those man-made jettys.. my heart area seems in pain.. konon2 shot by cupid la.. i fell and she CPR on me.. i was blurry i i know she was "the one" for me..

i was sooo in love.. then she went to carry me, to the top area of the jetty and left me there.. calling the ambulance.. then i stood up.. heart area was in super pain.. then i was finding her.. ignored the hot gerls jus now and there was so much noise sooo RIUH then...... i woke UP!

find out, ma heart area. really painful.. haha.. coz no blood circulation.. haha.. tt area semut2.. wakka.. pening2.. ma ears oso was semut2.. the noise?? ma hp.. got msg.. wadda.. from ider..

hmm.. ider had bf problems.. i just dun get it y lotsa ppl now in bgr conflict.. cocurrently. is khai.. ider.. just to name a few la.. banyak lagi actualli.. i dun wanna say name cause lately i have this 'prick' scrutinising ma evry move, ma evry blog, ma evry fren as if i owe this 'prick' money or sumtin.. please la.. i dun have time to handle a prick like u.. practically just tt u have nuttin to do and decides to poke into other's business..
I have somthing to say to you

" GET A LIFE!!! UMOR DA TUE!! DA BOLEH KAHWIN PON.. PRANGAI MACAM BUDAK2 TAIK SEC SCH!!!
((SOMEMORE HAS THE GUTS TO SAY TT SHE IS GETTING MORE MATURE..)) EH PRANGAI POOKZ UH!! MUKER MACAM JUBO NAK STEP LAWA..SUNDALAN! PIIII DAA!!"

i just hope tomooro when u show ur face at werk i dun have to work with u.. u aHOle.. problem carrier.. ure like a diesease.. tak tenteram aku pat keje.. Cibai! hmph! wrote in malay la.. she cant read malay wad.. claims she a great english scholar.. eff U la! haha.. whu knows she might be readin this.. not scared of u la penyek!

*today they actualli tried to get me to actualli work, trial run wad.. then dunnoe wheter get paid or not.. u tink wad? CIP uh? peh!

Nuramirah n Shulha.. IMY!!

when are we going out again??

IMY soo much..

Muhd Sufiyan... i soooo miss u sooo much...

when are we ever meeting again??

ryan out!

2nd post of friday aka... TODAY!!!

Given that this is the 2nd post, shows tt im really bored.. didnt get to sleep..
this is wat i did..

-was on the phone w twina and chinner..
-was shopping around for contact lens.. at gek poh.. no stock.. idiotic opticians urgh!!
went to Jp for more but then.. ended up got a check up at Pearl's free tho!.. but couldnt find the perfect contacts.. eyes went badder as ma astigmatism is gettin worse..
from;
R:0.00, L:-2.50
to
R:-0.75, L:-2.75!
ugrrrh! hate hate hate!
-was at banquet food-tapaoing for ma dinner.. got fish soup.. ordered char kuay rojak but idiot packed fried kway tiow.. chitod!!..

now, enjoying ma beautiful tyra haha.. i love watching her..

Fridae blues.. kindaof..

OK. my store was done! wow! nice n fast! haha.. proud of it.. wahaha.. hmm, tonite, from 5-6pm ard there, they gg to start a trial run.. kewl huh..

ok.. school, i was late.. interestingly enuf, ytd n today, i was very attentive in class.. and in ms K's class.. the most boringest of all.. and amazing thing is it interest me!! wow.. sumtin amazing for ryan.. hmm was late today.. didnt get col or msg from twina today i was wonderin wheter anyone is gg for class.. i made ma way and was immediately paired up wif mary.. nutrition.. kewl huh.. mary's forte n twina's forte is nutrition.. babes was with twina and since it's pair werk, i was actualli scared if i was if i was paired w 'U.Ms', figure it out urself. haha..

hmm.. island was w j and the rest had partners good thing i had mary... haha..
hmm after schl, me and several others decided to go home. i had an ugly stomachache and wanted to head home. twina n babes went to do some cardio.. felt bad for leaving them lar.. but chinner n me is pairing up to be each other's cardio partner.. i have to do cardio.. i was panting, going up stairs!! wadda! hmm.. chinner wanna lose his beer belly and me, ma huge tummy.. ahaha..

wish me luck on losing e 'baby' haha.. ma 2 yr old unborn baby.. wakakakakka..
till then..

PS: i was bored and blog hopped.. i saw this crush calculator on sayuri's blog, in an attempt to like bust a fren (played it once b4 at a fren.. im not tt stupid!).. haha.. i got fun out of it but then the answers are mailed to her.. how to know.. darn..
i played another version at arif's hp..
me n arif compatibility?? 98% wadda..
me n ma BFFs, all.. 21%..
Ekin 35%
Bobot 48% and the highest
Ernie 98%.. hahahaha.. funni..
hope sayuri tell me the results.. hee~ i loike!!

ok names i put;

1.Dralfarrian(me)
Choices:
Ayul
Mamad
Eyla

2.Nana
Choices:
Dral
Rian
Farrian
*gatal nampak??!!
hahaha!

this one kekek..
3.Petak
Choices:
Qahar
Azlan
ariffah

hmm.. shuld put KR instead of ariffah.. wahahahah..

4. rihanna
choices
chris brown
neyo
mariah carey
wonder wonder.. hee..

ryan off.. prolly tired n sleepy.. yawnz!
can anyone excite me w more ellen degenerous jokesz????

Hmm.. wad a dae.. cant sae too happy but not too sad either..

Hmm.. Today i was like 'hmm'.. Awkwardness rules the dae..
Class was class of course, with more idiotic n lameness as ever.. but mr A, shared some interesting information on, life, werk and lots of other stuff..

hmm then star n sass went missing.. wadda.. haha.. nvr tell me lor where they go..
but then i had ma share of fun with arab, missy, vanz, pisang and botz..
hmm after school, debz drove me dagoo pisang star n sass to IMM..
it was kewl.. we had fun.. did some hair removal fun.. wakakaka.. hair removal? fun? wadda!! hehehe.. of course that was after makan.. haha.. i had cheng tng and hokkien mee.. wakkaka..

that's about it. nuttin more to be told.

ryan out!

Tearing up

Hmm.. nuttin's the same.. school.. haix..
long story short, im tired of listening all crap.. too tired..
i have better things to think about...

tired from all these things tt is happening around me.. that is "TAK PERLU"..
sick and tired of having being around people that think immaturely.. people with brains yet brains are dead..
and i super hate people that is super super not aware of their own stupidity.. one word. "whatever".. im not in secondary school anymore.. wont people just grow up? can be bothered la..

ask for money all tunda.. fuck! naseb ma teacher paid up.. hmm.. good. somewhat food secured. m's money was used for booking. hmm.. tiring la.. people tunda2.. sickening.. but kene paham la.. hmm it's kinda tight.. most peepz agreed to pay near end of e month. hmm.. i hope it's in time.. some people lak.. last minute cannot go.. nabeii! some cnnt go, come out with a million and one reasons why they cant go.. am i asking them for an essay?? cannot just say NO?! uh.. irritating part, keep repeating plakk tuu!!

*darah menderu~*

Hmm.. saddened but yet.. awakened..

Given the fact tt some are drifting away, some are actualli gluing closer.. wadevr tt ure doing.. it's seriusly hurting ur surronding n evryone in it.. just dun be too engrossed at it, u might actualli get urself burnt...and burn out the ones tt loves you most..

and thanks to tt someone for coming forward and sharing ur deepest wif me.. it's the best..
u opened up to me, and it's a thing i treasure most.. ur true frenship w me.. now i trust you 100% no doubts.. u r now like my dear dear abg alry.. haha.. love you TWIN!.. haha.. person's my twin.. a complete replica of the term 'ME'.. hahah.. my dear dear twin! haha..

For za li n dan.. thx for the outing of tt dae tennis n such, loved e small ibidy-dipity dumb stupid yet kekek games when we were at ljs.. and thx to mary for being ma partner on tt dae.. haha.. pictures will be uploaded soon.. but nt just yet.. ive lost interest in blogging as im upset w some significant others so.. it will just stay as tt..

and happy belated mother's dae to mummy.. we celebrated her mother's dae at swenson's dining till we were fat.. alarrr ibarat orang2 kaya.. hahaha.. i bought her sumtin from body shop.. i juz loooove body shop stuff.. she was happy.. she's happy im happy.. mummy's boy mah... haha..

hmm the pit, finally got a date.. haha.. 13 of june.. so be there peepz!

A great day

Hmm.. today.. was FUN!!

woke up ard 12pm. basically, im a working person today.

amelia called ytd. ask to attach me at JSCC. i heard it's awesome.. but nvr been there.. so i accepted la. but i do station.

haha. noone there knows wad a STAR is.. wtf!! even the boss!! haha.. so i was kinda low profile.. skali skaler kan niter nie low profile.. being high profile all the time sumtimes tiring.. ahha.. hmm.. okok.. the crew here? mostly males!! gerek pe?? dapat kawan sakk.. haha.. ferst time in a long looooong time werk w guy crew.. there's tri budi, zul, hang, farhan and many others.. but the ones i mention are the gerek one.. and e most adorable.. haha.. they actualli made me relive the olden days me at JW75 coz when i was a crew back then, all ma co-werkers were mostly guys.. haix... those were e times.. tau2 these crew were only 2 weeks old the most.. all maseh new.. no wonder they dunnoe wad a star is.. pfft! haha..

hmm the management oso gerek.. today was tottally like e ferst time i did MFY counter.. senang pe.. haha... hmm then got msg from za n mary abt tmr.. li pulakk nvr msg back.. kering tunngu msg dier wahahaha.. hmm then decided to visit ma old store at JW75, kebetolan, mgr dier bleh pkai.. haha.. bbl2 w e mgr.. kai sean.. gerek pe.. tok abt BB store's renovation.. kewl!!

ok la.. im tired.. letih, penat n evrything exhauting.. haha.. juz after shower n the new body foam smell reminds me of late grannie.. andddddddd sleepynesss.. hahah..

im heading to bed..
ryan out!

I was so engrossed watching Herbie.. Very sweet movie about a racer girl n her car.. a very wierd frenship i might say.. but still friendship.. very very close.. a team.. kinda reminded me of me n abg.. a team.. we are each other's back watchers.. hmm.. the movie got me a teary eyed as the family part of the movie.. kinda my weakness.. so they u go.. hmm kinda hate how my life is,

i mean in terms of family la.. hmm.. when is life gonna take a good turn from this? darn..

In class today, mekk miza mary n couple others msg me, and clever me, flip ma phone out..

ms kit took it out of ma hand, not believing tt evryone on class would msg me if theyre nt

coming class or late or etc.. skali she hold the phone and it went *beep-beep*, even in silent mode, it's still very active.. hmm.. still dun believe meh?

After class went down and 4got abt ma phone.. naek balek to take and ma pants was caught on someone's lendir.. **FUCK**

i repeated this a lot.. "Aku sumpah orang yang ludah nie.. BISU!"

I tink spitter was r**i.. haha.. he was kinda cuak when i made ma curse..

Hmm.. i was out with BFFs eyla and ayul.. gg to OCK @ westmall to eat..

hmm whilst on the way, i mean while i was chatting w ayul abt his neck strain,

got a call.. i was smsing n didnt see e name when i answered..

me: hello?

caller: hey where are u?

me: ni saper ni?

caller: (angered) KO TK TAU AKU SAPER?!!!! THINK AGAIN!!!

me: (i figured it out.)

eh sorry sorry.. i didnt see caller id lar.. hw r u?

caller: where u now?!

me: im heading to westmall nk makan at ock.. wanna join?

caller: ok.. i'll be there.. saper2 gi?

me: ayul n eyla..

caller: when i reach i text you..

BFFs was supportive of seeing n letting ma fren join us for lunch.. thx BFF..

i was soooo excited.. guess who's on the line.. it was VENT!!!..

so this is how it's gonna be la.. haha.. dream of him then get to see him.. hahah.. remember when i wrote in tt i dreamt of him way way way daes back? no, not tt dream.. the other one..

hahah.. yeah.. i met him.. OMG!! i mish him soo much!!! soo long nvr meet..

hmm.. omg.. i was kinda struck by imaginary lightning..

(btw, word 'lightning' is a sensitive werd.. in class now.. haha.. the soccer gerls at our school got struck by one.. not directly.. but it travelled thru them.. ekin n mekk kenek rabak.. now phobia to brite litez..)

hmm.. omg i mish him soo darn much.. like wtf!! haha.. well we chatted "he" saw vent and freaked out.. hhaha.. he's afraid of vent.. haha.. and.. e rest were feeling awkward being ard Vent.. haha.. reason.. only i know, he know onli.. cnnt share.. haha..

hmm then we all went to library and toked amongst ourselves.. bagos.. gi library untuk bbl.. *applause ryan!*

haha.. okok then i sent him off.. and im off to JP.. met mummy.. shopping.. haha..

then went home mengorok.. soccer trip watch yl n balestier cancelled and im at home doing nuttin..

hmm im kinda worried abt the pit la.. noone paid me anything yet.. darn.. later how sey.. hmm insyallah it would be a sucess la.. hmm.. if nt, bFF, kiter2 jer?? haha..

hmm tmr, werk.. sundae.. yeah2!! mother's dae, but nt celebrating it.. coz the makciks nvr col up haha.. so nt celebrating.. maybe some other weekend.. tt tyme alry celebrate w CC ppl.. so tt "to-do" list kinda, 'TICKED'..

BFFs celebrating sundae, mums' dae w their mums, while me, za, dan, mary n li gg to play TENNIS!!!!!

i took leave bcoz of tt.. haha.. it'z gonna be a blast!

kla.. ryan is tired..

imma bounce! peace out!!

Hmm.. kinda fun today..

OK.. school was school.. i woke up late!! yet again!! at 930am!! wtf!!

hmm.. today did nuttin much.. class was class.. of course evry class, owaes same ol idiots fooling ard.. haha.. funni lar.. hmm.. standard.. we get our daily dose af ayul's naturale gas.. haha.. which made evryone fuming.. me? im kinda used to it alry.. plus i know air-bending.. so i can direct his gas somewhere i wish to wahahaha.. usually at eyla.. wakaka.. hmm ayul had a urat tegang tho.. i had to str8ten it up.. careless boy la him.. but then wout him, our lives are mundane.. we nid his carelessness n stupidity.. wakakakaka..

ok.. today finally get things off ma chest.. class will be having bbq pit in honour of celebratin some peepz bdae.. hmm.. and more in honour, on eyla's birthdate.. haha.. hope she bring her bf.. i nvr realli got to know him.. haha.. evryone else's mataer i knoe alry xcept hers.. haha.. hmm cgr peepz paying 15 bucks n others are paying 5 bucks.. (*thanks eyla for assisting me a lot!!)..

Eyla has been helping me a lot with the planning and stuff.. surprisingly "he" was on ma side today.. i felt guilty after condemning him a lot during his previous class organising event.. but he's in charge of a bigger project, so im initiating the smaller ones la. w e help of eyla, ekin, ayul n ayin, evrything will b smooth..

hmm ate a lot today.. blanjered some BFFs too.. BK, OCk.. hmm budget for today burst!!! $20 spent on food.,.... the whole dae.... darn it.. if mum were to knoe abt it.. im dead.. havent pay BBDC lagik.. darn darn darn.. hmm nvm.. BFF is gg to blanja me SWENSON!! wee~ haha.. thx BFF.. can sae name.. later BFF paiseh.. haha..

OKOK.. today me ahmad yus miza zetti eyla new gerl and wan went to CCK stadium watch soccer.. at ferst watch at school gerls soccer, ekin they all.. then the boys n cikgu.. play street soccer.. then soccer spore cup at cck stadium.. balestier vs warriors.. 0-2.. wat the.. haha..

wan's team n ong's team was balestier.. sob sob we dint win.. thing is.. the cheerleaders.. were MAIDS!!!! WTF!!.. hmm i wanna see wheter can squeeze tmr, Young lions vs balestier at toa payoh.. see how lar..

weird thing is.. me n eyla.. WATCH SOCCER SIA!! haha.. probably the 2 most bimbotic ppl watching soccer.. miza n yus was explaining the whole thing to us.. wakakaka!!

ok then.. till here.. im tired.. hopefully i can sleep.. hmm.. ytd tho.. i dreamt of abg.. tau2 he cancell our trip this sun.. wadever.. i miz him larr... hmm.. sun his family got someting on.. well well well.. family ferst!!

ryan off!!

Hmm... wad a kinda busy yet happy dae..

hmm.. i need to be massage.. omg. im soooo tensed!!! i mean.. me trapez are sooo tense.. can someone massage me pweesshhh.. hmm cant waet for tmr.. finally im gettin ma silat uniform.. wee.. im gg w eyla n ayeen.. hmm.. all signed up for ivp sey.. hmm nvm la.. i juz train for e sake of health sua..

okok.. today plan wads to go school b4 gg to dover to take ma award.. skali, i woke up at 12pm!! wad e!! im late.. darn it.. naseb baek sempat sampai at ite dover.. i was soo deng mann.. haha..

haha.. so with ma hangover, i put on ma bajoo, had on the meal replacement n some energy bar and im off to dover.. once there, standard, im with a bunch of nerds n geeks.. wat de!! hmm i tot ite all minas n mats i didnt knoe got soo much geeks.. wat the hell.. i feel so misfit.. dabes award i headed to IMM w ma mum n busu..

Mummy bought me hoody!! wee.. black n white.. belt, beige leather shoe for STAR outfit, (ok this one i bought maself, expensive sia!!!) haha.. and many other more la.. cant be bothered to explain.. hmph!! forgot to pay for BBDC la.. haix.. darn it..

Pictures below..

kla.. im kinda dry now nomore brain juice so, toodlez!

Can i say im busy? Busy Busy Tuesday..

Kip trying to be funny.. hhaha...

Hmm.. me, him n sol decided to join macan pasrah.. wout abg.. abg lmbat sgt la.. me da hyper nie nk tendang2 padding.. hmm at ite silat today baru pegi.. smuer da tendang2 padding mcm gian gitu.. plus we have new silat peepz and majority are cina.. haha.. some from muay thai.. kewl or wad. haha..

ok today, went to westmall w wan, yus, miza, mekk, eyla ekin vanz n ahmad arab to makan @ BK.. me n yus took wan's gilera for a ride.. haha.. yus e rider, me the navigator.. teamwork pe?! kewl~.. pictures are below..

Wan's Gilera..

Yus' pillion..

anywae after tt me n eyla had a good bonding time.. tok n tok abt our probs.. thx bestie! hmm.. tok n tok then tk jadi trg coz we're super late. so we camwhored..

Me, eyla n Mai..

haha.. me mai n eyla.. more pics at ma multiply yarr.. some pictures will be posted here.. from BB to Tampines i toked to eyla, continued by from tamp mrt to int to bus to ite tamp and after silat.. woah!! bonding tyme pe.. haha.. then went home separate waes me n mai went home 2gether.. she wanna see her bf i wanna settle some bills, get ma ordered thallium and buy skimmy milk for ma Attain, meal replacements..

Then headed to CC, meeting.. yawn!! haha.. then meet papa.. haha.. hee~ miss him lar.. haha.. miz hanging out n toking to him.. usualii will do tt when abg ard.. haha..

hmm.. now, im tired, kinda stress abt tmr, coz tmr taking the award.. n mr azlan sent me emails regarding it and regarding school.. somemore werk ppl need me on friday, insyallah i can help.. somemore nk settle bayaran for BBDC.. haix.. have to renew ma acct..

hmm.. him is being super nice to me.. hmm.. wonder why.. nice lar him but, dun undastand him at all.. hahah.. wadever..

anw, nana msg me.. she ask me to dream of her as she dreamt of me.. aww... muackz her! haha..

Hmm... i love em!!

Me n Ahmad Arab..

Ok.. it was after school.. ayul was terribly late for his trg and he doesnt seem to be happy abt it.. went at rex ate lovely chix rice then he was off to trg, me n eyla met up miza, vanz, ahmad arab n ekin for food. then we r off to woodlands as i nid to find a white long sleeve for wed's award ceremony.. i won an award..

below is e invatation..

sweet thing is, they actualli teman me to woodlands.. aww.. hmm at ferst i felt a lil misfit as ive nvr hanged out w vanz n ahmad arab.. and with miza plus ekin plus yus, only at certain times.. my comfort frens ayul n eyla were nt there to comfort in.. so i had to blend in.. ended up ekin n vanz had to bounce, so i got a chance to know ahmad arab a lil closer as im somewhat comfy w miza n yus ard... salu kcau mah.. hmm we bonded kepe! haha..

We went to dine at Mccafe.. i had ice latte n yus had frappe...
PS: guilty trip.. i accidentally used ayin's money.. nvm im paying e concert for her.. using 'her' money..

watched movie, DOOMSDAY, NC16 gore movie with in mind, eyla n ayul (duer pengecut) wouldnt wanna watch.. potray action, cars, cannibalism, viruses and of course gruesome bloody killing... i had fun..

after the movie, the 3, miza, ahamd n yus was kinda blurred abt the whole movie.. thing is abt doomsday, u have to be switch to sadistic minds and be open minded to know wad e hell e movie's abt.. i did, and i found e movie intriging.. and had fun explaining the movie to the 3.. haha... baru drg paham.. haha.. okok.. enuf story.. picture time.. some of it is here.. most of it at multiply k..

The Movie Go-ers

From left: Me, Yus Ahmad n Miza

im ending this post with a quote from the movie, "if u think ure hungry, try eating ur fren.." ooohhh creepy~~

Is eating ur frens halal?? wakakak..

Where we watched e movie.. Cathay Causeway..

Ryan, Signing Off..

yummy.. meal replacements are sooo delicious..

hmm.. i bought meal replacements from uncle steven today.. took it.. but havent pay.. owed him $31.. darn it.. i hope gaji enuf to pay it off.. utang carine 7 bucks, cc 9 bucks.. hmm ryan! utang banyak eh! biaser dier! haha...

Congrats to the twins on gettin Police as their NS.. hmm tho i dun really noe them well, din is kinda ma BFF eyla BF n BFF abg's bestie. soo.. im kinda entangle to the two.. in a so called weird way.. congrats anywae..

okok..
today n ytd was a freaking bz dae..
hmm today werk was a killer.. the constructors were almost done with the upper lobby top floor of the store.. OMG! it's marvellouesly done.. its sooooo beautiful.. i helped out in loadin the stuff from the lower lobby to e upper lobby in ma attempt to suck up to ma dearest boss amelia.. hahaha.. sucker ryan! hmm no lar.. i like helping out esp to amelia.. she helped me find ma lost wallet e other time.. ok la.. had fun k kak noii, kak yati n kak norli.. kekek2 kiter pat atas tu, surprisingly kak idah pon kekek ngan kiter.. the most uptight BEE*** but she actualli nice.. i guess when u start werking, u become a BEE***.. dont exactly blame her la.. hahah..

ok today was ok.. ryte after werk str8 to nyai hse.. nyai, cik tah n kak tik's bdae bash.. we had steamboat n bbq in da hse.. yumm!! haha..
i will upload piccas soon.. hmm.. then headed to CC.. windu lak nk jmpe papa.. hehe..
i cant make it too obvious tt i miss him but i do.. so salu dtg, curik2 uh.. hahaha.. hmm anw ma mum was w MAEC possy celebrating advance mother's dae.. buffet n krk.. fun pe.. but when i came, dabes.. darn.. hahaha..

PS.. again forget to buy prickly heat.. abg la nie, curik ma prickly heat.. darn him.. wakkakak..a
mish u abg! hmm.. hoping on 11th can meet li n za.. cant waet liaox...

ryan out!

Emotional Train's back On!!

received a bad news..

a cousin of mine past away ytd.. she fell from a 11th storey building..
it's no suicide as doctor's saed it was an accident..

didnt get to attend her funeral services but manage to come ytd when we ferst heard of the accisdent... her mum was inconsolable... can barely tok properly.. if she does tok she sae
"maner ko nak?? asal balek lambat?? asal tk nk balek2?? kenape suker buat mak ginik nak??"
dari kepagi hinggalah kemalam.. her eyes were swollen from crying..

She kept on repeating this.. hmm.. evry single mother in the room was in tears.. i decided not to masok campor la.. her dad on the other had, seemed so calm as if he's glad tt it happend.. Mat rockers pe muz maintain his 'cool'.. hmph! i show no respect to him..

I can related to her sadness as i was in depression for 4 mths long and that's my grandmother.. i still think i am kinda still sad as sometimes i do get emotionally down evry now and then.. coz i do occasionally miz her.. the dae i cried super rabak was 13apr. the dae i was happi n saddest.. the dae abg took me on his bike and the dae i cried myself dry.. that was the last tyme i shed tears.. i dunnoe la.. im so addicted to sadness, unhappiness and anger.. i dont wanna loose the people i love due to ma unhappiness.. hmm.. i hope i'll heal from this testing time..

Optimisim ryan!! optimism... hmm.. how long are you gg to be sad? be happy for once.. be really happy..
anw, got a msg from nana saying tt she miz me.. aww.. kept thinking abt it.. hmm.. i dunnoe la.. biler single, nak ader maater.. biler nk start enjin dapat mataer, i get cold feet and back down.. haix.. sampai biler nak single? ive nvr had relationship w anyone b4.. finding the right one.. the one tt cliques w me.. ma personality.. nvr did found.. but nana.. somewhat there alry.. she has the qualities.. but evrytime she sparks 'loves' or 'missing u' i freak out abd back out.. hmm..
think im gonna end up a lonely bachelor for lyfe la ginik.. haix.....

ryan,
signing off..

Labour Day FUn!!!

Us hanging out at traffic junc.. i was e photographer..



Ok i was alry "siap-ed" b4 1pm while waeting for eyla to call.. i was eager to get out, apparently wasted more than 5 buck worth of sms on the ironman nite.. peepz asking and asking and asking.. irritating siakz.. standard la, ryan's ferst tyme organising an event.. an outing.. maner tk kn...wakakak..


ok.. the event a lil bit cock up at ferst,, from somerset cineleisure walked to dhoby ghaut cathay.. from dg cathay, walked to paradigm and back to dg cathay then off to suntec city.. at last eng wah offered the best slot for all and we managed to enjoy ironman.. b4 tt we had fun eating at mcd as i bombared them wif tonnes n tonnes of order.. wakakaka.. excess money was used for buying food items at the cinema which evryone enjoyed.. on top of tt mr azlan blanja us more food and arcade!!! wad e.. our lovable teacher.. wakkakaka..




we had our share of fun while i had headache since b4 e movie and after.. hmm.. not bad for my ferst tyme organising something for the class aint it?? it was a sucess.. total that turn up was 16..


tot only 5 going sak.. wad e..


pictures is available at ma multiply.. do visit there and check it out..



From Left: Corey, Ben, Ryan, Myron, Miza, Wei Jian, Arif, Razi, Mr Azlan

Yasser, Eyla, Syafiq, Izuaan, Firdaus and IRONMAN: Hyrulnizam

Mariam was the phtographer..

"us mimicking ironman's flying style.."

signing off..

ryan!